Chapter 5
Jaejoong was spending his lunch time by fetching Jiyool from her pre-school and bring her to lunch at a kiddy café that sells her favorite cakes. Today is not an ordinary day for them. This day is the day when Jaejoong got his payment after worked hard for a month and salary day was never even once was unhappy days. He will let his daughter buy all the foods she wants just for this day.
But all the happiness was never that long-lived that we all have in our fantasy.
Jiyool usually stays in a certain daycare after taking lunch with her mama until Junsu comes to pick her up after school. But as for now, she was throwing a tantrum and refused to let go of Jaejoong legs and clinging to it tightly while her mouth yelling the same ‘no’ for every persuasion that Jajeoong said.
Mrs. Hwang, the owner of the daycare even came down to help him but no avail, Jiyool still refused to give in.
“Sweety, listen to mama first. You only have to wait for Junsu-oppa to pick you up here, I don’t ask you to take a nap or eat carrot and broccoli this time. Just stay here, and wait for your oppa. I promise baby, it won’t be long. You do know your Junsu-oppa, ani? He hates to stay long in his school. Mama promise you baby, I’ll but you lots and lots of sweets and you could eat all of them! Please please let me go to go back to my work, o-“
“Don’t wanna! Mama always said that to me. Mama is bad! Yoolie hates it! Yoolie don’t need oppa! Yoolie wants mama! I want mama!”
Jaejoong sighed hard and decided to just give in to Jiyool since his baby couldn’t be persuaded anymore and for a mother, seeing her/his baby crying out like that is such a heart wrecking situation. The little girl gives her mama no choice but to bring her along to his office.
After giving some apologies to Mrs. Hwang for Jiyool’s behavior, he excused himself and walked off to the bus station and waiting for the next bus to come.
Jaejoong let the already sleeping Jiyool straddled above his lap with her head buried on his warm chest. Kids are all like that, getting tired by their own tantrum-and seeing her peaceful face like this moment, he couldn’t believe that this angel has stabbed his heart straight with her words. He let his eyes wandered outside the bus as it started to drive off.
If only you’re here with us, Yunho-ah. I’ll spend more time with your baby and be a better mother for her. Not hurting her little heart from time to time like this.
Mama is sorry for everything, Yool-ah… If only I able to made him stay back then, everything maybe would do just fine…
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The friendly match was over like a half an hour ago and as usual, his team come out as the winner. It’s not an unusual matter for the team, but being high schoolers with lots and lots of young hormones, they decided to call some foods delivery service and celebrate their nth victory. But the captain himself, instead of joining his teammates’ celebration, he choose to laid alone-sprawling his arms and legs over, in the middle of the grassy soccer field. Thinking about his soccer future and of course, his own future with or… maybe without a baby in his life while letting his eyes gazing on the twilight sky.
He didn’t noticed when someone come to join him on the ground,
“All thanks to you, Su. You scored like 3 times in a row,” and a towel being threw to his face. Junsu smiled a bit by his compliment. Hyukjae, my monkey.
“No, no. You did great too. Not only me but all of you. I was really nothing without you guys. Remember what that lion said, soccer is not only about skilled players but a good teamwork, coordination’s and strategies too.”
Hyukjae grunted at hearing Junsu’s word and give him a quick reply, “Yeah, fuck, strategy my ass. People like you are not suitable to talk about something like that.”
“Bastard,” and they laughed together.
At least this is what I still could do for you, guys.
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Standing in front of a 5 floors building in the other side of Seoul, Yoochun bring his eyes to a big signboard in front of the said building.
‘~Medical Clinic, Seoul’
He fisted his hands at the bold sign and sighed. Being absent for about 5 days (or maybe more?) in order to convince himself whether he should ask Junsu to do that,or to keep what they have inside of his lover, really take him to nowhere. He couldn’t think, he couldn’t even erase the confused face of Junsu on the last time he met him, when he dragged Junsu off the rooftop-refusing to hear any explanation of his condition.
Should I really?
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Lee Seungah was sitting on her seat at lunch time, a book in her hand and head leaned on the wall beside her. She didn’t feel like to eat or doing anything today and since she loves to read so much, she decide to just spent her time inside the class; re-reading her one of favorite novel, Spiral. It was when she saw a familiar blonde boy peeking inside the classroom and waved at her when their eyes met.
“Oh hi, Junsu!” She waved back, put her novel aside and stood from her seat to come to the boy.
“It’s been a long time, how are you?”
“Fine, I think.” She frowned at his answer, you think?
“Eum… Noona, did you see Chun-hyung around? I was unable to contact him since yesterday nor could I find him anywhere. I’m so worried if something might happen to him,” asked him. Seungah nodded and told him what she knew. The wide forehead friend of her has been absent for a week full and no one know what is his reason. It was usually because of he woke up late or anything-he always told at least one of his friend, but now he told no one-which bring her to her next question, so Junsu didn’t know too? How come?!
“Oh, he didn’t tell you too? We thought he’s sick or something, he’s been absent since a week ago, so I don’t know too, Su,” told her. For a moment, the boy in front of her looks rather hesitant. He looks like in the middle of worrying about something and… troubled.
“Are you alright?” Junsu smiled at her and nodded.
“Yes. Well then, I better go now. Thank you, Seungie-noona.”
As she saw Junsu walked off and disappearing from her sight, Seungah let her body leaned on the door frame and thinking about Yoochun behavior back then and Junsu just now.
Are they really okay?
*******It’s really hard for me to continue on writing this story. This chapter was even deleted by an accident few months ago and I tried really hard to remember everything. And I do think that this uncompleted-rewritten-story is even getting weirder *sigh*
Thanks a lot for commenting, I'll try to do my best next time \O/
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Click here! -X-Author: Bexiah
Rating: PG15
Genre: Drama, Angst
Characters: Kim Junsu, Park Yoochun, Kim Jaejoong, Jung Jiyool (fictional), Jung Yunho, etc.
Summary: Junsu founds himself pregnant with Yoochun’s child.
Warning: BoyXBoy fanfiction, MPREG, umm... maybe abortion?
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