im losing it

[membranerobot]

i cant control my thoughts and my mind is racing. i just spent 2.5 hours talking to myself in bed. this time i really scared myself. ive been getting in loops where ill repeat the same thing to myself over and over like 10 times and i struggle to pull myself out of it. i saw a movie tonight and i acted like i liked it but it really bothered me

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[erinemm]

I watched american history x while drunk last night.
NOT a good movie.
it put alot of bad thoughts in my head before I went to sleep.

[membranerobot]

haha, i love that movie.

i saw the movie "shopgirl". it was probably the exact opposite of american history x. it wasnt all bad, but it just reminded me of some crap.

hows ann arbor?

[erinemm]

Ann Arbor is ok, I miss bloomfield sometimes though and having all my friends around :(