I might. Someday. [She shrugged, not wanting to think about that. She couldn't even begin to imagine how Brittany felt about her right now. She probably hated her, and she should. Santana had betrayed her and gotten a baby out of the deal. That wasn't going to be easy to recover from.]
Would it be easier if I just...you know. [She didn't have much of a stance on the issue, but if now wasn't the time...it could be what she'd have to do.]
What? No, no please... Anything but that. *Even if he'd not been brought up in a Church going family, he didn't like abortion. He understood it and would never take that option away from someone, but he personally couldn't ever have a child of his aborted. He wouldn't be able to live with himself if they did that.*
[Santana probably looked just as relieved as she felt. It was an option, yeah, but not one she could ever picture herself taking.] Good, yeah. Not gonna happen, don't worry.
*Ever since the discovery of her pregnancy, Sam had never seen Santana so vulnerable and really, he just wanted to wrap her in his arms and protect her. He wondered if that was part of why he'd gone along with this; because if they were married, he would get to protect her. He wrapped his arms back around her, smoothing a hand slowly along her back as he smiled a small, sad smile.* You know I love you, right? *And he did. He loved her, just not in the way a married man should love a wife. It wasn't the right kind of love for them to do this. I promise, I swear San, I'm going to be the best Dad and I'm going to be there for you too.
Are you sure? I mean, I thought girls like, wanted big weddings and stuff. [Finn wasn't against doing it this way, but usually girls were all into the whole big wedding thing. All the dresses and flowers and bridesmaids and planning and stuff. But here they were, outside of some justice dude's place, on a school night, getting ready to get married. Finn's head was spinning, everything was happening so fast. ]
For the fifth time, Finnocence, I'm sure. I just want to marry you. Right now. [She reached up to fix the collar of his shirt. She was not going to let his constant double checking annoy her. He was just trying to look out for her, and she loved him for it. A part of her did want a big wedding, but she wasn't sure their parents would be quite as into it as they were. Yes, they'd reluctantly accepted the two being engaged, but actually going through with the getting married in a big wedding part? Before they graduated high school? She couldn't see it going over as well. That was why she wanted to elope, now (along with the fact that she actually loved Finn, of course).]
[Finn pressed his lips together firmly, nodding his head at his girlfriend. One side of his mouth twitched into one of his usual lopsided grins. She was right, he was totally freaking out. Which, he didn't know why, he wanted this too, he'd been the one to propose in the first place. He just didn't know it was gonna happen before they graduated and stuff. But, it was gonna be awesome. He as gonna marry the girl he loved and she was gonna go from his smokin' hot girlfriend to his smokin' hot wife. He was the luckiest guy on the whole planet!] Yeah, I know, I wanna marry you too, Santana. I'm sorry, I'm just like, freaking out I guess. I'm kinda nervous and I think I'm even sweating in strange places, like the backs of my knees, which is totally weird. But I wanna do this, too.
[Santana raised an eyebrow at Finn's strange example of where he was sweating but said nothing. That was her boy - definitely on the weird side and the damn King of Over Share.] You can be nervous, babe. It's okay. I'm nervous too. Not, like, sweating nervous, but... it's a big deal.
Yeah, okay. I guess you're right. [Finn chuckled a little, reaching down and wrapping his arms around Santana's waist and pulled her close.] It's totally a big deal, but it's gonna be super awesome. And I'm gonna have a totally smokin' hot wife. [Pressing his lips to Santana's softly, Finn pulled back and looked at her seriously.] I love you, Santana and this is gonna be amazing.
I love you too, Gigantor. [She's teasing, of course, and wraps her arms around his waist, her head on his chest. She's scared, more than she'll let on, but she wants this, wants Finn, and she's going to have it.]
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