The "I Love You" Meme

[phasing_cat]

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Sam Evans (au) | Glee | Gay

[lormenari]

[lormenari]

[He lazily rests his cheek against one hand, not thinking too much of the comment but remarking on it anyway.] You don't like Berlin then? [He pauses, studying Bill for a long moment, trying to read him, but Bill is always so good at keeping his expressions carefully controlled. He doesn't believe him, not really. But he wants to. He really wants to. It sounds different coming from him rather than his other clients. He knows they just want his body, but Bill... he's different.] You're actually serious, aren't you? You care about me?

[theunpaidbill]

I do not. [ He nods. And the people he has to deal with...don't get him started. ]

Of course I care about you. Why else would I keep you here night after night? [ He brushes his hair back and leans in for another kiss. ] I'm very serious, Sam.

[lormenari]

I haven't been. It sounds like it would be exciting, though.

[He smiles softly, curling his fingers atop Bill's chest as he kisses back.] Mm... I don't know. Because you love the sex? You gotta understand this is weird for me. [He traces a fingertip across Bill's jaw.] I, um... I might care about you, too. A little.

[theunpaidbill]

If you'd really like to see it perhaps we could do some time together. You'd have to buy your ticket separate mine, of course I'd pay, but we could.

[ Bill pulls him closer. ] Because I care. That's why I didn't want to ask you to say it back, I know you aren't used to it. [ He kisses the top of Sam's head. ] I'm glad. Even if it is just a little.

[lormenari]

Really? You'd take me? [That pleasantly surprises him. Maybe this is real, after all.] I wouldn't mind that.

[He settles against him once more, smiling.] I could maybe fall in love with you. If you keep being so nice to me.

[theunpaidbill]

I would. [ Bill smiles down at him. ] Good. We could plan something then.

[ He puts his hand over his shoulder. ] Good. I'll keep working on it. [ And the plan is now in motion. ]

[lormenari]

I'd like that.

[He gives him a shy smile.] No one's ever told me they loved me and were actually sincere about it. It's actually a pretty nice feeling. [He dances his fingers over Bill's chest.] Maybe now you'll tell me what exactly you do for a living?

[theunpaidbill]

[ He knew that question was coming. Soon, as his plan progresses he'll be able to say things and tell Sam. Today however is not that day. ] My apologizes but I can't tell you that, Sam.

[lormenari]

I didn't think you would. It was worth another try, though. [He turns onto his back, resting his head comfortably against Bill's shoulder. He pulls the sheets up.] Sometimes I think coming back to you over and over is the dumbest thing I've ever done. I don't even know who you are.

[theunpaidbill]

You know who I am very well, Sam. You're the one I'm most honest with. [ Complete lies but they're good ones. He looks and sounds so convincing. ]

[lormenari]

Well, I'd hate to be one of the ones you lie to all the time, then. [He chuckles, finding his hand and twining their fingers together.]

[theunpaidbill]

I've not out right lied to you. I've withheld the truth but you've always known I was withholding the truth. [ He points out, running his fingers over Sam's. ]

[lormenari]

You're a smooth talker. [He glances up with a smile.] You could probably talk yourself out of anything.

[theunpaidbill]

I wouldn't say anything...most things.

[lormenari]

I'll keep that in mind. I have to watch out for you then, make sure you're not doing anything weird. [He's kidding, and he kisses the back of Bill's hand to show it.] I know you wouldn't do anything bad to me, though... you'd miss my ass too much.