170. want to talk but the words get stuck in my throat

[boughtyourhouse]

HARDEST WORDS TO SAY

Sometimes the hardest things to say are also the most important. It doesn't matter how much it scares you to do so, it's finally time to be honest.

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[4_thee_my_lord]

*Seeing Donna's friend walk out of Rocco's building, smiling cheerfuly and clearly still showing she's up to a couple of cring-worthy propositions, worries Murphy. Aside from the fact that Rayvie is coming to him... He's worried that Donna might be around.*

*Tonight of all nights.*

*The night when he finds himself knocking at Rocco's place, his bag with a few belongings hanging from his shoulder*

[dukefuckinwayne]

[He followed the other out, looking down.] Fuckin' know it, man...

[He should probably feel guilty for wishing she hadn't decided to show up tonight.]

[4_thee_my_lord]

*Murphy simply nodded. He held the door of the building open for an old lady that was about to walk in and remained silent until he and Rocco were out of the place. Until he was sure no one was hearing.*

So, I claim right side of the bed and she gets left?

[dukefuckinwayne]

And what, that leaves me on the fuckin' floor or what? [He grinned a little bit.]

[4_thee_my_lord]

Of course, we're yer fucken' guests after all. *he pointed at the other with the bright end of his cigarette*

The cat claims the middle. *because not even in his imagination he wanted to touch that woman.*

[dukefuckinwayne]

Screw you, Murph'. [He grins a little teasingly.]

Or we grab a room somewhere. Or get maybe Donna'll go out with Rayvie again.

[4_thee_my_lord]

*The proposition surprises him, to the point where the cigarette acutally drops from his mouth to the cold, dirty alley walk* Fuck!

*he jerks back, automatically worrying about the fag getting on his clothes and burning him* Fuck...

*Seeing that there's not much to do, he focuses back on Rocco's plan* Yer sure yeh wanna ditch her?

[dukefuckinwayne]

Hey - [He gives a nervous laugh because clearly... he took him a little offguard, huh?]

Man - I don't... I mean. Fuck, didn't even know she was coming home today, man.

[4_thee_my_lord]

*shoving his hands in his pockets, Murphy stepped on the now abandoned cigarette to put it down.*

Maybe it's payday fer her? *he was still wary here. Donna clearly tought that she and Rocco were still dating and Roc' had not shown any signs to dismiss that theory*

WHOO. ljlogin is working again, fuck yeah /o/

[dukefuckinwayne]

It'd serve her fuckin' right, huh? [All the times he'd waited on her ass to show up and all...]

Let's just keep walking, man.

Does it?? *g* I was like, totally resigned by this point! X3

[4_thee_my_lord]

*Nodding, he simply followed Roc', a bit uncomfortable over how they were heading in direction to Doc's bar... and also his and Connor's apartment.*

I didn't think he'd like it, but I wasn't exepctin' him ta react that way... *Murphy said, surprised by how small his own voice sounded*

It does! i was getting fed up too, man. I was hoping it'd fix itself xD no ljlogin would be a pain

[dukefuckinwayne]

You want to tell me about it? [He asked quietly, looking over at Murphy.]

NO ljlogin would be a riot. Like, literally, LJ would be set on fire by angry mun hackers XD

[4_thee_my_lord]

*Murphy wasn't one to normally spill his guts out, that wasn't the manly thing to do. And since he started taking it up the arse? Anything that could compromise his manhood had turn into a more touchy issue.*

*But now? He was so damn worried about his brother that he was willing to forget thoe issues.*

... Aye, I do.

LOL yeah, really. It would be the worse deicision of LJ's life. xDD

[dukefuckinwayne]

So, start talkin', Murphy. [Might not be the manly thing to do, but he figured if your brother was suddenly disgusted with you, it was an exception. Especially when it was kind of on him too...]

I'm listening.

We are ljlogin dependant and not ashamed of it

[4_thee_my_lord]

*It took a bit for Murphy to start talking, his voice gaining a bit more confidence the more he spoke*

I don't know... It just took me by surprise. I thought he'd always understand, no matter what.

creating journals shouldn't be so simple and addictive!

[dukefuckinwayne]

Yeah... What exactly did he say, Murph'? [He reached over to pat the other's back lightly.]