219. Touch-a Touch-a Touch Me

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Caroline Forbes ♔ The Vampire Diaries

[stopkissingme]

i was taking a bathhhhhh

[stopkissingme]

[She can't look at him. She can see the concern in his eyes and it hurts because a part of her doesn't feel like she deserves it.] I feel sick even thinking about it. [But she feels sick because she's not doing it. Her voice drops down to a whisper, ashamed--] He broke me, Tyler.

long about a (sexy) Saturday niiiiiiight♫

[jerouges]

[She deserves it. Tyler believes with every fiber of his being that she deserves it. He steps in closer to her again when her voice drops and it's at that moment when he feels that violent streak flare up in him, that bad temper the Lockwood men are known for. Right about now, Tyler would like to do some breaking of his own] It'll be alright, Caroline. You'll be alright. It's just still pretty soon after all that happened to you. You'll be alright, okay?

you got the reference which makes me so damn happy

[stopkissingme]

[Her lip quivers some before she presses them together, trying to fight back tears, to fight back that urge to crumble all over again. She's stronger than this. She'd been through this before. But all the other times? It hadn't hadn't been her father, it'd never been that bad. What Jules and her friends did to her felt almost like nothing compared to this. She shrugs at his reassurances before nodding for his sake.] I'm r-ruining our date.

of course i did! :D

[jerouges]

[What Jules and the rest of the pack did to Caroline was nothing compared to this. Or maybe he's just a little biased because, for a while, they were his pack. He pulls her in for another hug, this time not holding her so tightly, this time letting her avoid the sound of his heart and the blood running through his veins. He laughs quietly as he lightly strokes her hair. The laugh is forced, but he's trying] You'll just have to make it up to me some other time.

<333

[stopkissingme]

[For some reason, the damage was worse this time. It was mostly mental, whereas what Jules and her pack had done was physical. It'd made her angry, not broken. She lets him pull her into a hug and she presses her face into his chest before sighing, shakily.] I'll try to eat, I promise.

/cuddles

[jerouges]

[This time the damage was caused by her own father. Tyler would be surprised if it wasn't more of a psychological thing. Tyler knows what it's like to have a shitty father, but when it's one that's supposed to care about you? One that you think actually loves you? He lightly rubs her back and presses a light kiss to the top of her head] I just don't want anything else to happen to you.

<333

[stopkissingme]

[She wants to say 'too late' something already has happened to her. And she feels damaged. Her father wanted to fix her but it feels like she'd been fine before and now she actually needed the fixing.] I feel... broken.

so many <33333s

[jerouges]

[She didn't need fixing before. She was fine before. She was... She was perfect. If she was broken before, then that means he's broken too. She can control herself, she has a handle on her urges. She didn't drink human blood. She was surviving off of animal blood. He feels like he's a lot more dangerous than she'll ever be] You're not broken, Care.

all the <3333s

[stopkissingme]

[She wasn't drinking off of live human blood. The blood bags helped with that, but now, she can't even think about looking at those bags without feelings sick. She ignores his words because she still feels broken.] Maybe I need to find a bunny.

all the <3333s forever ;;

[jerouges]

[He doesn't want her to be broken. She can't be broken, because he doesn't know how to fix her. He doesn't know what to do] Maybe. Maybe it'll be okay if it's an animal or something, right? Probably be worth a try, at least.

:D

[stopkissingme]

Yeah. [Fix is a word she never wants to hear again, to be honest. And she's pretty sure she doesn't have the energy, therefore the reflexes to go hunting right now. She's going to have to suck it up and blood bag it. No pun intended.] Can you take me to my car? [She's got a cooler in there.]

[jerouges]

[There's a reason why he isn't using the word 'fix'. He moves to slip his arm around her waist again. He wants to tell her that he'll go hunting for her because he knows that he's faster than a human, but he's not Caroline fast. That might just mean that he's not fast enough. He doesn't want to get her hopes up that he'll bring her back an animal] Yeah, come on. Let's get you to your car.

[stopkissingme]

[Besides, sure, flowers? Romantic. Bringing back a dead bunny? Sort of a mood killer. Though it might make her laugh a little at the sheer ridiculousness of the whole situation but it'd be one of those 'I think I'm losing it' laughs. She can see her car and a part of her is itching to stay away because of what she intends to do but a bigger part doesn't want Tyler to worry about her, doesn't like the way he keeps looking at her all concerned.] I have... I have some bags in the car.

[jerouges]

[Bringing home dead things, isn't that a dog thing to do? And, well, he is a wolf. Sometimes. During full moons. Every other time he's not really sure what he's classified as. Or rather, what he wants to be classified as. He knows that he's a werewolf no matter what, but... He shakes his head. It doesn't matter that much. Caroline matters. He glances over at her when she speaks and presses his lips together in a tight line. He feels like he should be repulsed by the idea of Caroline and drinking blood and all of that (he still has a human's tolerance for blood, after all) but he's not. The thought does turn his stomach a little, but that's mostly because he knows that he isn't a fan of the taste of blood. He's outright repulsed by it though] Maybe it'll help.

[stopkissingme]

[Caroline isn't entirely comfortable with the idea of him watching her 'eat' anyways. Even before what happened with her father, she didn't like him to see it or any one else for that matter. Except Elena or the Salvatores. It it was just one of those things they understood more than anyone else.] Yeah-- [She trails off once they reach the car. She reaches into the purse around her shoulder to grab her keys, pulling away from him.] Just... don't watch okay? [In case she gags or something.]