im going in for the kill i'm doing it for a thrill

[locketry]

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Logan | X-Men

[45825243_t78_a]

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3. Because. An I know we can't finish this in a day but whatevs.

[familiarkuko]

*enters his chambers, knowing he's still angry, but determined to win him over*

Logan...

It's all good, baby.

[45825243_t78_a]

What?

[familiarkuko]

*Her instinct is to be as defensive as he is. She has to remind herself that behaving that way will accomplish nothing.*

Please. Allow me to explain.

[45825243_t78_a]

I don't wanna hear it. Get out.

[familiarkuko]

I will not!

*slams the door behind her, using magic to lock it*

After all we've been through, you can at least listen to me.

[45825243_t78_a]

*glares and stands up, though he doesn't go to the door; not yet*

You really think I'm gonna fall for your pretty words again?

[familiarkuko]

I never lied to you. I do love you, and I was dying. I would have died if you hadn't taken the oath.

But if you refuse to believe what I say, there is something else we can do.

*takes a tentative step forward* Open the connection between us. I will let you into my mind, where you can see the truth of what happened.

[45825243_t78_a]

I don't give a shit if you were dyin'. You think that makes it better?

You let him do that to you! An' what for? So I could be another one of Arawn's lap dogs?

[familiarkuko]

I would have died either way. Failing the mission Arawn gave me meant death.

At least this way, if I failed, my death would be on my own terms. The sad truth, my darling, is that no matter how much I love you... I will always love myself more, because I've lived 400 years without having anyone else to do it for me. And I told you that from the beginning.

[45825243_t78_a]

You coulda told me. Fuck's sake - how often'd I tell ya? You want away from him, I coulda gotten you away from him.

Hope you're gonna enjoy the next 400 years all by your lonesome, darlin', 'cause I'm done. Maybe Victor'll take you back. Never did have a problem with my sloppy seconds.

[familiarkuko]

And what would you have done, besides flying off the handle, storming in claws blazing, and getting us both killed? This way we're alive, and we can be together, and we have power.

I don't want to be with him, I never did! Just... just let me show you.

*she reaches out her hand* Let me show you how it really happened. Don't listen to the Prince, he's a liar, he delights in your misery.

[45825243_t78_a]

I ain't that easy t' kill. An' I don't want power.

No... I don't want in your head. An' I don't want you in mine.

What was wrong with the way things were? Was it really that bad?

[familiarkuko]

*she sighs, her hand dropping back to her side*

They weren't going to stay that way. You don't understand, I was doing you a favor. If I hadn't brought you in my way, Arawn would have done something much worse. Maybe even taken someone you care about, like he did with Jack, and threatened them or killed them in order to get you to take the oath.

[45825243_t78_a]

I know he's a piece a' work. So why the hell d'you put up with him? You fuck him, too?

*someone may be trying too hard to burn his bridges...*

[familiarkuko]

*Her face contorts from an expression of pain, to anger, and back again*

No! Is that what you think of me? You think I'm a whore?

*She sits down in a nearby chair, reeling. This is not going as she'd hoped.*

I know it is difficult to understand, but I was only doing what I thought was best. For you. I thought I was protecting you. And now that you know the truth, I've learned that it was me that needed you all along.