I think I'm going to be all right now...somewhere down the line, everything will work out and I'll laugh at what a stupid bitch I'm being right now.

I hate watching weddings because then it reminds me how much I want my own wedding, and how unlikely it seems that I'll ever be married.

Sigh.

Who cares. I have an exam to finish for history. God, I might finish it by tomorrow or early next week. That'll be amazing.

I'm really thinking about delaying graduation until May 2006 so I'll have more time to decide on moving out or not. I want to, but I think if I graduate in December I'll be setting myself up for hell 'cos I'll have to have an acceptance letter and transfer schools in mid year. Which be kind of shitty to do to myself. I'unno what to do..or what to ( Read more... )

I want to die right now.

The Rules ( Read more... )

Here's to hoping I get the coordinator position.

Looked at possible universities to apply to...that was depressing. And so is ordering new jeans that don't fit comfortably. I'm feeling depressed about so many things. It's hard to feel good about yourself when you have to worry about an STD, bacterial infection and if your doctor is trying to not to flat out say he's worried you might have cancer ( Read more... )

Figured out school and it's going to be December 2006 when I graduate...whoo hoo? Another year n' half before I leave my small college. So I guess I have to apply for admission sometime before Thanksgiving for fall admission to Wayne, Oakland or..probably not Davenport. Damn expensive bastards. I'll be damned if I go to Davenport or Madonna. Maybe ( Read more... )

I have to say I'm jealous of people who get to go away for school. The longest I've been away from home is a week, but I was on vacation with my family. I think that's why I have attachment and abandonment issues..after my parent's divorce my mother was kind of carless with watching over us, but soon became...kind of....I'unno. I don't know what it ( Read more... )

Things to do this week ( Read more... )