ATTENTION!!

i will not be using this journal anymore, except for emergencies...if any.

anyways, i will be using my old lj. if you want to add me back, it be fabulas and rad. so please, add away folks. ill be talking to you soon!

my new/old lj:


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ughh...three hrs of napping, i hope i can sleep tonight ( Read more... )

damn it! this new way to lj is annoying. i wanted to post a quiz that was funny, but alas, it wont let me cuz i cant figure out how cuz i am a dork.
its hot in my room, but raining outside. i dont get it. i did three pics for anthony today, he was giddy. i love gay men. as we were walking home from work today, we started to talk about anal sex. as ( Read more... )

oh, oh, oh...OOOHHH GOD!!!!

god that felt good. i FINALLY got rid of some stuff that was taking up space in my room. three garbage bags full of crap. tmy sister has also agreed to take my xmas boxes and store them at her house cuz i really dont have room here. i love this house. its cool, being that its 100 years old but christ, its more narrow ( Read more... )

so yeah. i had to open today at work. which means i have to be up and at work at 445am (sick, i know). so this guy picks me up for work and him and i dont get along. our personalities clash or sumthin..whatever, point being, him and i didnt say two words to eachother as we drove to work. nothing out of the oridinary for us. work starts and as per ( Read more... )

i need to keep on track with my meds. i notice that when it rains, as much as i love it, i get very sad and depressed. but also, my roomates have been gone alot, and i havent had anyone to talk to, so ive been somewhat lonley as well. where the hell are my "friends"? i have to open the next two days and work the next 5.. i have no life. i NEED to ( Read more... )

feeling anti social today, so i declined to go for coffee with the family. sorry. i couldnt sleep last night, i watched the sun come up and slept for a few hrs , but now i feel like a bump on a log..not fun. boredom is setting in, soon, irritability will overcome due to grumpyness. again, im sorry.

Every now & then, I go through phases of questioning why I'm here, whats my purpose. I feel this again today, but more so because I question who really wants me around. Is it worth it? When they ask me to hang out with them, when they ask me on dates, is it all just fluff to get somewhere I have no intentions of letting them get? Except for one ( Read more... )

cat is gettin' way too much air time. wadda lil bastard but then he does this and it melts my heart

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i am a girl ( Read more... )