i didnt know getting sick could feel this good. i finially get a break from all that stupid drama at school, sleeping intill 11 today felt so good, but now i have to read some stupid book for english....
if any one every tells you high school are best years of your life, dont believe them they suck major ass so far.....I NEED A BOYFRIEND:(

every things, so f'ed up i dont get wut im supposed to do, how do u get over a break up its tuff, i guess i just haev to try to keep my mind off it....blahblah...........no more dating this year just messing around:)

sorry this week has gona by so fast i really havent time or i have been to tired to write, so ill just try to sum up my week in a nut sheel ( Read more... )

riding home on the bus today, i guess it really got to me, its really over between me and nathan, all i could think about was all the good times that we spent together. wow.....wuts next, i guess i just have to pick up and move on, im not sure wut to think yet, but we both know were night right for each other, he'll find some one better and ( Read more... )

yesterday was so much fun, It was ashley, evy, amy, and me and we were at amy's neighboorhood and we were takin pics, if u wanna see them go to amys journal, o it was so fun. then we headed over to ashleys and we met shawn and alex(evys new bf) and we just hung out there, shawn is a pretty cool kid, and then we just feel a sleep and now its today. ( Read more... )

i dont know how im feeling, i just want to cry and cry and cry untill theres nothing left, im sick of feeling like i have to prove something to everyone, im sick of feeling like im not wanted or not loved, i just want to drop everything and scream i want a new life i dont want to be me im sick of me i want to go some place no one knows me. i want ( Read more... )

man this hole month is starting to suck, i get the vibe from everyone that they dont want me around and this week end doesnt really help, parents are going out of town and have nothin to do??? i dunno

why do guys suck so damn much? man i hate this, he just wants to make me feel like shit, o damn well i have one thing to say to him "FUCK YOU, YOU DAMN REDNECK", damn someone please do something with me this week end, please i need to take my mind off this shit! but i guess i loved him?

today sucked this week ends going to suck even more, everyone leaving me:(

today my boyfriend, that i cared about alot, brokeup with me:'( ya im sad, but hes only a boy, all i want from life is to fall in love and be loved back and then ill be happy