it's c o r t; remember me?cut_the_cameraDecember 29 2004, 08:09:12 UTC
deanna, to be straight-forward: i miss you.
you need to read this. and i don't know when you'll read it and by the time you read it, it may be a month or more from the time i post it on here, but, whenever you read it, it needs to be read.
i don't just miss you, i miss.. the real you? deanna, you've changed so much. i mean i'm fine with it if this is who you say you are, be whoever you want; that's your decision and it's not my place to tell you otherwise, and i'll still be your friend too, of course, but what i'm getting at here is.. you're just so d i f f e r e n t and i guess it wouldn't bother me as much if [i'm gonna be honest here] you didn't give me this vibe that you think i am such a bad person anymore..listen..
i remember last year-late night conversations online
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it's corrrttie againncut_the_cameraDecember 30 2004, 00:28:13 UTC
the funny thing is.. how appropriate your LJ name is.."memoriesxaway" ..hah
anyhow.. i can understand this game or.. well i think it's a game?.. being addictive and hey i'm ok with that.. i deffffinitely get zoned out into stuff and forget, 'hey! i have a life!' yeah so that's cool.
and let me tell you something, to be honest, i'm just about as lost as a needle in a haystack right now. i mean.. as far as knowing who i am. so let me telllll youu, i pretty much had no room to tell you to back off of being so much like me. i don't even know who me is. so yeah.. not like it's gonna make a big difference, it just may help to know that i was.. basically..a jerkhole for saying that. (:
and through all of this, i'm just trying to say: i think what we had, was too precious, or rare, to waste it away.
. well that's all i have to say for now. thanks for commenting back.. and i wouldn't..er.. mind another comment back.. ;)
. <3 thanks for thinking about it/explaining, because you didn't have to, so i appreciate it.
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you need to read this. and i don't know when you'll read it and by the time you read it, it may be a month or more from the time i post it on here, but, whenever you read it, it needs to be read.
i don't just miss you, i miss.. the real you? deanna, you've changed so much. i mean i'm fine with it if this is who you say you are, be whoever you want; that's your decision and it's not my place to tell you otherwise, and i'll still be your friend too, of course, but what i'm getting at here is.. you're just so d i f f e r e n t and i guess it wouldn't bother me as much if [i'm gonna be honest here] you didn't give me this vibe that you think i am such a bad person anymore..listen..
i remember last year-late night conversations online ( ... )
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anyhow.. i can understand this game or.. well i think it's a game?.. being addictive and hey i'm ok with that.. i deffffinitely get zoned out into stuff and forget, 'hey! i have a life!' yeah so that's cool.
and let me tell you something, to be honest, i'm just about as lost as a needle in a haystack right now. i mean.. as far as knowing who i am. so let me telllll youu, i pretty much had no room to tell you to back off of being so much like me. i don't even know who me is. so yeah.. not like it's gonna make a big difference, it just may help to know that i was.. basically..a jerkhole for saying that. (:
and through all of this, i'm just trying to say: i think what we had, was too precious, or rare, to waste it away.
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well that's all i have to say for now. thanks for commenting back.. and i wouldn't..er.. mind another comment back.. ;)
.
<3 thanks for thinking about it/explaining, because you didn't have to, so i appreciate it.
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