soooo...yeah.
i figure its been too long
when i read my journal
and the last time i posted
was spring break.
yeah.
WAY too long.
so i dont have much to
say, but i'll at least post
pictures of prom. i'll
post the after-party 
pictures at a later date.
love to all.


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I took Rach over to Papciak's apartment ( Read more... )

so i've been reminiscing a lot about random things.

foremost in my mind: Nicholas David Smith. 
second: Eric Daniel Eschler.
and third: how much i miss them both.

i wish i knew why i've been thinking about them nonstop for about a month.
i hope its not what i think it is. 
but i thought that i was over him.
but now i'm thinking otherwise.
and its holding ( Read more... )

so the parentals are in las vegas successfully ruining my entire life.
don't you love it when parents make decisions without consulting their kids first?
yea, so do i.
my dad is officially off the market as of two o'clock tomorrow afternoon, las vegas time.
thanks a lot for marrying that bitch, daddy.
i'm proud to call you father after that one.
oh, and ( Read more... )

                           fool me once; shame on you.

fool me twice; shame on me.

i'll never let myself be fooled by you again. not a day has gone by since we last spoke that i havent thought about what i would say to you if i ever saw you again. but i couldnt recall a single one of those thoughts when i saw your ( Read more... )

i dont honestly know why i still have this thing. i hardly ever update anymore anyways. whats the point in it sitting here?

i've been giving it quite a bit of thought lately and i think that i've discovered the key to my happiness and, inversely, the mark of my demise. i thrive on change and i thrive on drama. for most, these go hand-in-hand. for ( Read more... )

I am crazy in ( love )

so i officially got a tattoo.

and i love it.

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover
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so theres quite a bit to go on about in the life of lydia.

first thing being the fanFUCKINtastic party we threw at Pappy's last Friday for Halloween. Holy fuck. it was sa-WEET!!! i took my fantabulous friend Emily with me, of course. and of course, she had tons of fun, also. i was totally and completely drunk off my ass and she was..well, lets just ( Read more... )