i kissed the boy with the robot heart. he kissed my neck like a systematic response. fate leads those involved in situations like these to part. im scared of the feelings and thoughts that might be left to haunt... left to want. i loved the feelings of comfort. i hated the feelings of insecurity. i dont want to leave anything hurt. but ive come to ( Read more... )

lets just agree to change the songs to accomidate the movie.

i tried to clean out my memory today. filter the painful ones and remember the good ones. of course this un invitedly brought along with each of the memories much baggage... feelings, thoughts behind actions.. pain.. pain.. despair... it lead to more memories, stored away in tupperware left in the back of the cupboard, to be ressurected. too many ( Read more... )

all day...thoughts in my head. i painted my finger nails red. i feel like im 10. a young girl again... and should be wearing a dress... several sizes too big... as if to impress... someone. but theres no one. no one thats won... my attention... or affection... theyre clouded with dramatizations and lies... im sick of these guys... friends and all. ( Read more... )

the breakfast cereal talked more than we have all week long. we exchanged numbers. a pointless action considering the outcome. i give up. i console my cereal bowl, awaiting a phone call in the back of my mind. 'why do i care so much?' i struggle to ask. the cereal crackled, i agreed.
i do care and the cereal knows why.

over and over again leads me only to ask why do you choose ur pain?
as if your a masichist... perhaps im right...

he's void of all discretion. that is what numbness has produced... and i drove him there.

i doubt that when jesus was displaying his love that girls took it as him leading them on....

must you always be so cavalier?
only because you i know you love it my dear..

pull your shoulders back. lead with your feet. keep your head straight. stay flexible. relax yourself. relax yourself. have confidence. once you find the rhythm it will become easy. and smile. always keep your smile because its about enjoying it. chin up young person. relax yourself.