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I don't want to plan a wedding.
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Screw this. screw picking a dress and having bridesmaids and the whole thing.
RAWR.

My toe got caught underneath a door.
Apparently the above statement was the last thing I almost posted.
I am an "almost poster"

Since the day that my toe got caught
(a very bloody day of insane pain)
a few months have gone by and to my amazement
and I am sure the doctor's
My toe has healed entirely and even grown a toe nail.
Way to go healing powers!

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waiting.
waiting.
waiting.

I'm annoyed with situations I get myself out of.
And pissed off that I convince myself that there isn't any way out of this.

I haven't been to school in a month.
I also have no job [which isn't entirely true, but I haven't started my new job]
I am basically a shut in.
My bedroom is about the extent of my world.
And honestly. I don't care.
I don't want to go out and face the day anymore.
Which is apparently why I have to go back to therapy.
Ah, how wonderful.

Oh also,
I hate ( Read more... )

Well, i finally started college, so hurrah for me and being a first year journalism student.

Apparently we have to lease Macbook Pro's from the school for this class but we get to buy them at the end of school and it all ends up cheaper than buying from the store even with the student pricing.

I have nothing else to say, hurrah!

 Seven days until the cottage!
Seven days until I see Kevin again.
Seven days until I get to experience a four hour bus ride by myself and hopefully gather a few good stories from it.
Seven days until I get a 5 day vacation from work.
Seven days until I get out of this bloody city.
Seven more days until I can stop this stupid count down of days.

Some days I think to myself brittany you are just too awesome.
While other days I think to myself brittany, who the heck would ever want to hang out with you?
Still other days, like for instance Friday night, I think both these profoundly opposite thoughts at once.
Friday night I spent writing the word FACE over and over on a piece of paper after ( Read more... )

 Brittany: I think I have the opposite of depression, it's really starting to freak me out.
Kevin: you're suffering from elation?!

I don't see how I got this happy.
when things aren't the way I thought they would be.
and I don't see why I try to convince myself this happiness isn't excellent.
I work a lot.
and run. and bike. and go for long ass walks.
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