Forty-seven. Commitment.

[menaasuvari]

It's taken me a long time to process this. A few days to watch it filter through the tabloids, the press, the online reports. You know you're irrevocably tied to this business when things become more real to you the more you see them in print. I think I've still been holding back from people, from posting, from life until I finally saw it through

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[marla_sokoloff]

I love you. It will be okay. Five years is a long time, and time is seldom truly measured in days, months, or years. I'm here for you, baby.

You and me. The spa tomorrow. <3

[menaasuvari]

For once in my life, I'm hoping to shut up and get pampered, because I can barely keep it together.

Five years from now, I may be OK again, but my worldview's kind of black. I'm so glad I have you, or I would probably be a mess. (More of a mess.) My love to you and Vinnie, though.

[barrymore_drew]

I saw that the other day and you've been in my thoughts ever since. I hope you know I'm here for you however and whenever you need.

[menaasuvari]

I miss you. I'll call. I keep trying not to get all soppy on people, because let's face it, pathetic is pathetic whatever the reasons.

[barrymore_drew]

I miss you too. And you are welcome to get soppy on me any time, it's not pathetic. MUAH!

[menaasuvari]

It's a date. Like a yoga date with angst. Thank you, Drew.

[bennettj]

I feel a little awkward commenting to something that's so personal since we don't know each other, really, but I just wanted to let you know that you're in my thoughts and I'm always up for talking if you need someone for that.

[menaasuvari]

Oh, don't worry. Right now I'm not even sure I know myself very well; kind words are good wherever they come from right now. Marla will probably ensure that we talk sometime. I'm told I'm good company once you get me going, I'm just painfully retiring.

I sound like I'm a wibbly 1950's-woman's-picture heroine, ugh. Thank you. I'll try and go out of my way to get to meet you, since you've been so nice to me.

[bennettj]

Well, I hope we get to meet soon, then. And, actually, I see you online right now, so I'm going to IM you.

[menaasuvari]

I'm so sorry I missed you! I got pulled away unexpectedly. I'll be sure to talk to you the next time I see you on to make up for it.

[dominczyk]

I can't tell you it'll be okay, but I can tell you I love and miss you and although it doesn't begin to cure anything or everything, we'll go out once we're in the same place. Get some ice cream. Breathe a little. Find a swing set. We'll do all those things. Love you, pretty girl.

[menaasuvari]

I think I'm going to take a walk, and walk for at least five miles until things make sense again. And if there's an ice cream place on the way, I won't hold myself back.

I think I need to arrange to be in the same place soon. <3, Dagmara.

[danielstrong]

I think it will be okay, eventually. I also don't think you should be apologetic for how you currently feel, you can't help it and it's a natural part of the process.

[menaasuvari]

I can't really help being apologetic, though, because even I'm annoyed with me. I really wish I were already working -- filming, even publicity would be better, it'd get my head somewhere else. But thank you so much.

[danielstrong]

Yeah, I know you can't control how you feel, but I'm sure no one would actually hold it against you. I'd hope not, anyway. I really do hope you get through this ok.

[menaasuvari]

I'm a tough chick. Head on straight. If I keep repeating this, someday it will come true. Right? ;)