i wish i were famous

[mendedwing]

i jsut hung out with josh and it was so much fun. i miss all my friends so much...lately i have been completely void of like any emotion. like tonight talking to josh i started getting choked up and it aws almost a great feeling just to feel something. i am so drained and i get sad thinking that my personality and my view of life in general is

Comments

[akm1329]

awww mads.....you shouldnt let this awful world get the best of you, haha although thats funny coming from me, right? You are the one thats stayin strong through all of this and i must say i'm very impressed and i had no doubts whatsoever with you.....you truly are an amazing girl!!!

[mendedwing]

lol thanks sweetie. im fine i have never let it get the best of me i really dont want to start now lol. anyway i hope you are great i dont think that i can hang out with you tonight but ill call you sometime between this weekend and tuesday.. lol later kiddo

[ammonator]

hey madi, i just got back from a week in colorado with my family but i was just checkin up on everyone. i know exactly how you feel, a while back i felt the exact same way (word for word). all i can say is dont give in. even though giving in is easier and more fun. i'm sure that it will save you alot of regrets and struggles. you are a light in the darkness and the christian life is not all bliss as you know, but regardless you are strong and i know you have the ability to stay that way. we should hang out some time soon, like tuesday, i really want to have a "good conversation", haha.
Peace Out!