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[mennoly]

blah. i woke up angry today. i dont know why. probably because i was up too late last night and my body is angry at me for it. i used to be so well acquainted with 3am. i occasionally miss the days when 4am to noon seemed like a perfectly reasonable sleep schedule. you cant ever go back though, and my sleepiness this morning is a very real reminder

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[mennoly]

yeah, i know. thanks for the encouragement, i appreciate it.

I'll randomly say this....

[snlfarley]

since you met me that long, long time ago...I have been nothing but kicked full-force in the fucking face with the steel-toed hell boot of love. Women have torn out my heart, tied it to thier fist and beat me repeatedly till I was a shell of a man, then they would crack the shell. They stole my will, my purpose, my reason, my desire, and my ambition to do anything. Love has destroyed me. I have nothing in this world but my Mother, and my friends, other then that, just a big heaping pile of puke...thanks to love. The nightmares that haunt me constantly without restraint of the woman I love with another man, touching her, kissing her, and loving her no where close to how I could sickens me. What sickens me more is knowing that she could love him and not me. That is hell. Hell is hating who you love for not loving you. yet I lay there, bloodied, bashed and broken and I will...start laughing. Laughing, laughing, laughing, then stand up look all the shit straight in the eye and tell it to hit me again, draw more blood. Not because I am a

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[mennoly]

bob, you always have an incredibly unique way of looking at things. but one i can definitely appreciate. thank you for that. and yes, drinking is a good thing...