i wish my life wasn't so busy. I feel like i'm losing touch with reality and the things that make life beautiful. I miss nature, i miss my family, i miss culture, i miss Jesus. I wish driving wasn't such a big part of my life because there's not a lot beautiful in freeways and city buildings. i need to let go of red robin. I can't even spend ( Read more... )

sometimes there are certain things people say that can reverberate in your mind and you hear them over and over, and however they make you feel, that feeling sticks with you until you forget that it was even said ( Read more... )

jeez tina, where have you been?!?

so that was rad. i was sitting here at home paying my bills and was looking over my credit card statement and it said that i could check my credit score online, so i decided to go check it out... My FICO credit score is 741, which is pretty good. I think it'll go up the longer i have credit. I mean, i'm only 21, but i need to continue paying ( Read more... )

i hate emotional days like this.
you really shouldn't listen to the walkmen on days like this.
they act as a catalyst to crying.

ive been looking for a place to move into lately, looked at three places so far. one of them was pretty good, i might move into a five bedroom house in santa ana. so right now, today and yesterday and basically all week i've just been taking the time to clean and take care of business like fixing the faucet and just finding the right place for me ( Read more... )

dear sleep ( Read more... )

ok, i hate having two jobs. really. i just got home and now i have to go to work. ugh. i dont want to go to red robing tonight. i just want to sit at home and play my guitar. is that too much to ask? apparently. apparently it costs money to do that or something. ughhhhhhh someone take red robin away from me and give me money instead. ha ( Read more... )

if anyone has some headnoise cds... i'm interested.
can't find them on soulseek.
anyone???

Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal. 2Cor4