i have never felt this way about ANYBODY before. 
and it scares me. 
that may sound stupid, but it really does scare me.

i haven't talked to him in like 2-3 days.
i miss him like crazy.
i hope he isn't mad at me. 
although i don't believe i did anything wrong.
but you know how people are sometimes.
man, i wanna talk to him sooo bad.

:(

he is so adorable.
I MISS HIIIIMM!!

ok. so basically i'm like in love with this huy in my video class.
he's such a cool guy, and not to mention he is gorgeous.
yeah.
good times.
i havent updated this thing in like the longest time ever.
it feels kinda weird.
im all used to myspace and shit.
awkward.
but at any rate....
yeah, so blah.
my life is going pretty good right now.
im getting like ( Read more... )

hey there.

well. i have no clue what im updating for. 
but i feel like typing so im going to.
so yeah. nothing is really going on in my life right now. nothing important anyway. i dont seem to be accomplishing anything over this summer break so far, but hopefully ill finish what i started, and end up where i was planning to. but other than that. nope ( Read more... )

.i like a boy named eric.

so heres the deal ( Read more... )

so yeah. im bored. and i feel like shit ( Read more... )

ever wonder how the mind works?
like, what could possibly drive one mad?
i dont get it. how can somebody be so...confused, or F'd up, that they honestly go insane?
it baffles me.

ever wonder how you can love some one SO much,
that you cant stop thinking about them,
yet, youve never talked to them in your life?
that also baffles me.

and how something can ( Read more... )

today i fell asleep in class. for the very first time in my whole life ( Read more... )

hello there. im in class right now. shh! hahaha jk man jk. so yeah, im bored, and since i cant go on myspace in school, ill update this thing. lol they have blocked all access to myspace in this damn school man! the little loop holes even!! i?PORQUE?! hahah so yeah. im really really bored, and ive been in my second period class for like 3 hours ( Read more... )