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[mental_throb]

what i haven't said is i love you!
what i didn't mention is that i hate you!
what i think about you is "fuck me now!"i haven't been lovesick! i haven't missed love! i don't even care for it anymore..at least in that way! i miss a friend. not a specific friend. just a friend. i've really lost myself. a long while ago, i must have slipped and

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[kdeej]

i miss a friend. a specific friend. her name is hyacinth. i really really do. i want to see you and talk to you and the two of us can find ourselves again. my sister asked about going to ohio the other day. right now i'm saving money to go to bc this summer, but i'd really like to see you before then.

a love letter to a john? or a love song for no one? i'm so impressed with that sentiment right now.

[mental_throb]

we can meet somewhere half way and find ourselves whole again!