encouragement to self
OK, so I spent too much time in Sept. and Oct. of last year wallowing in depression because now I feel like damaged goods. It would have been nice to find a fun companion but I am getting older, have MS, and not a huge amount of income coupled with the fact that I have three kids. (So possibly I'm a loser.) However....
1.) I am pretty happy in and by myself. I can *always* think of amusing stuff to do.
2.) People in general are kind to me and I like them.
3.) My kids are cool. And FUN.
4.) My sisters are cool.
5.) My friends are cool.
5.) Where there's life, there's hope. I just don't want to live in fear and worry anymore. (What's he gonna do NOW?)
6.) Looking forward to: clean house. No constant BO. Able to invite friends over any time I want. WAAAAY less chore time. Living in an atmosphere of cooperation. Not having constant chaos. Not having constant "emergencies".