Yang cannot be without Yin

[mentalgrasp]

I think when I do move out, I've had a lot of time (the past year or so) to consider it, Huntsville's out of the question, whatever once spawned between me and...Cody, no long burns obviously, if (on the rare occasion) we do have conversations it's always brisk, I try to be short, I know she's only trying to be polite, and I'm trying to tell her it

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[goddessofhigh]

You know, it seems like we've stopped talking because I get the feeling that you don't want to talk to me.

I make attempts at conversation only for you to reply with simplistic "get her out of the way" "nothing, nope, fine, yeah" bull shit.

It breaks my heart that we apparently cannot converse anywhere near like we used to. But I get the feeling that's what you want, which is why I stopped trying to push it.

[mentalgrasp]

Whatever attempts you do make at a conversation are only half hearted, it seems to me that you only try to converse with me to be polite, a shade of what we once were..

It seems the harder you try the harder you fall

Am i the only one of us two who feels oddly when speaking? It's like it's fake, or something to that effect

[goddessofhigh]

Well they aren't half hearted, and I'm sorry you feel that way. It just kind of kills it when everytime I've tried to speak with you, you honestly don't say anything more than "okay, nothing, not really, yeah, etc" It makes me feel as if I'm really bothering you or something to that effect.

I do feel awakward when speaking, it seems as if you think of me in a different way and you see me as something different, it seems that way just because of your responces when we do speak.

I don't know, it's depressing though.

[mentalgrasp]

You are diffrent

[shadoewolf]

sorries. I think I got the weird vibe that you didn't want to talk
and you seemed preoccupied anyhow ^^; my mistake? :P I'll be sure to be nice to you next time I see you