Today I did absolutely nothing...and it was so relaxing ( Read more... )

This morning I was really happy. I was singing and dancing and whatnot. I don't know what happened. In third bell I stared to feel depressed and not all hyper like I usually am. Fourth bell I felt like crying. I donno we had a test that I didn't study for and i was so tired..it sucked. I just wanted to sit down and go to sleep so i wouldn't think ( Read more... )

Went to the mall with Josie, Sarah, Anne, and Katie ( Read more... )

Thursday Andrew Franswa was making fun of me and he mentioned Chris. So when I left school I was upset and pissed so I called up Chris on his cellphone to tell him off and I called him an ass as soon as he answered, he asked why, and I told him that somehow some people knew. I told him I didn't expect him to not say anything, but not to tell people ( Read more... )

Shalalala ( Read more... )

Bah. We had contest today. It was great until we got a two. >.< FUCK YOU JUDGES!!! I hung out with Karen, Dani, and Emily. It was utterly delightful. Chris hovering behind me wishing I would talk to him and telling loud obnoxious jokes to no one in particular. Ah yes. He wanted me. He sat in the seat next to me on the bus and told everyone a story ( Read more... )

Someone at school asked me a question about Chris. A VERY personal question. One I wouldn't like to disclose. She said that she heard it in the hallway which means that people are talking. Why? NO. This is bad. I don't want people to talk. It was supposed to be personal. What the fuck? I am at a loss of words. If people do this to me I don't know ( Read more... )

Alright. Maybe I'm not ( Read more... )

Alright. As you can see, friday I was angry. soo angry. And, lucky me, I had to babysit my cousions. My brother came late and when the kids were asleep I started yelling and cussing at nothing in particular. Then he was being an ass so smacked him really hard and he locked himself in my uncles room and called my mom crying. Then he unlocked the ( Read more... )

I'm going crazy. Not in a good way. Asshole. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU. stop crying. shut up. currupt. don't leave. can i sit closer to you. absolutley not. you smell good. rasmus. empty box of honeycomb. you've got to stop flirting with me. what? me, no. never. blue devils. i love you're sincerity. you liar. cool off. ( Read more... )