Ok as most of you have most likely herd in school these pass couple of days yes i am bie and no i didnt just realize it i have felt this way sence 4th grade. I have just always tried to ignore it but no wat its not goin away so ill just have to live with it and if you dont like it fuck you its my life not yours. Sorry if i sound like such and ( Read more... )

So today i had to tell my mom wats been makeing me so depressed lately. That was a fun three hours full of yelling and crying. I told her that the main thing that was bothering me was that she hasnt told me that she loves me in like four or five years. All she could do was cry and say that she dosent believe in those words that they are said way ( Read more... )

well last night sucked big ass i had to work got out of there bout 10 jenn gave me aride home. On the way home she asked me wat was roung with me becasue she new there was something. She said if i didnt tell her she was going to pull the car over and not take me home till i told her so i did. We spent like 1/2 an hour talking bout it and then she ( Read more... )

For all the people who saw me today at lunch or after words dont worrie about me please. Ill be fine i just have to work somethings out in my life and then ill be fine till then. Stop asking me if im ok.

Well monday didnt go as i planned. Jill is a very forgiveing person she forgave me fully and that makes me feel even worse to no that she likes me that much that i can cheat on her and she can forgive me. I wish i could just tell her that i want to be single its just that she is so sweet and i dont want to hurt her and i no if i do break up eiht ( Read more... )

Havent writen in a couple of days every time i get on the computer i get yelled and told to get off so i havent really had a chance to go on and right in it. nothing big has happened my sister had her to freindssleep over and i was up till like 430 with them becasue my sister fell asleep and they wanted to talk to me. I some how mad jenn mad at ( Read more... )

hey people im at freinds house im going to be in so much trouple when i get home i was sapposed to be home at 1130 and itsw 100 right now so im most lickly will be grounded for a while so this while be my last entry for a while but its worth it. We just got back from central pizza there french fries suck. Phil says hi i say bye

forgot to add this to the other entry i dont no weather jenn still likes me like that

I have a question for all the people who read my live journal and onder if you can help me with this problem. If you were going out wiht a girl and you were in love with another girl wat would you do. I mean no affence to Jill and all im happy with her and all. Its just that i was happyier with jenn and i still love jenn and i dont no weather it ( Read more... )

Had to work in the kitch friday not fun it was way to busy for me first time i work on pizzas bye myself we get nailed with orders. Thank god joe helped me out. I worked till 11:20 my ride was there at 11:10 i went up to him to tell him i was ready to go and he told me to go sit down somewere till he was ready to go. So i didnt end up leaveing ( Read more... )