i really dont know what im doing here. i dont have any idea what to do with my life im going to be taking 1 or 2 clases at a time at the cc up here to at least get an a.a......but what would i even do as a job....im not good working with the public in almost any aspect....and im almost never good with time restrictions, because i miss things...so ( Read more... )

yeahhhhh october is over ...awesome part kims bday halloween madness(i actully put on a costume)and well cold air....otherwise ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ive been working 60hours a week plus and im pissed my mom dosent understand that i didnt inted to work like this and she hears me but she's not really hearing me.....i think im gonna have to pop ( Read more... )

it's unbelivable how complicated some things can be....it was hard enough to get up here to begin with and honestly i should of said i couldnt move up here untill i had the apartment taken care of but i was excited..and after i got here i was happy things were going good a little trouble with communication with my mom but nothing major...i thought ( Read more... )

well im offically an idiot and i know no one reads my entries but whatever.....so now im in tennesse and it is beautiful but the living population here is either below 18 or above 25 so to find friends is gonna be a mission cause everyone leaves for college and most people only move here to retire or somthing close to that...alot of snow birds half ( Read more... )

well is it for better or worse.....i dont even know what to do with myself things have been so slow moving...me and kim broke up and i dont necessarily think well get back together.but hey shit happens.people have been distant to say the least.like me leaving dosent matter.it's been a very depressing set of events.and im gonna be where i dont know ( Read more... )

i dont think i am allowed to relax......i no longer work for sports authority because i wasent getting hours so i switched back to on the border as expo for 11 dollars an hour which was good up till about last thursday...i broke my foot the bone on the right foot outer edge so on monday i have to get a cast put on. and ive been technically ( Read more... )

guesss what i might be moving to hicksville usa......ya ive had a very stressfull last couple of weeks on thanksgiving i was forced to work off the clock after my scheduled time making me late for dinner and only getting to visit for a couple hours because i had to be at work for black friday. then after all that crap they started cutting hours so ( Read more... )

so i am officially unemployed again ... i was told that they were waiting for boxes and then i sat for 4 days then i called and they said i was laid off after i could of been looking for a job.....people suck sometimes and i dont know if im gonna be able to make rent.....im on a diet right now and working out and ive been working out so much that ( Read more... )

I WANT TO HEAR AS MANY COMMENTS ON THIS AS POSSIBLE AND I WANT TO KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE THINK IM WRONG ABOUT ANY OF THIS ( Read more... )

u always have to be careful about the choices you make...sometimes they just come back and bite u in the ass and there's nothing u can do about it(this post has nothing to do with matt and jen)