Title: REPLACEMENT
Genre: Romance/Smut
Pairing(s): Haehyuk
Rating: nc-17
Synopsis: kibum came back and hyukjae felt unsecured.
Warning: heavy smut..
Disclaimer: im hyukjae's wife.
A/N: unlock it for a while.
Sometimes it’s hard to content loving someone because you’re so afraid of losing them. ...
Twirling his fingers together with his bag strap, his mind flew back, reminiscing his memory with his beloved boyfriend. His plump lips stretched out; smiling. There were all beautiful memories, first confession, first date, first kiss, first love making, first breakfast on bed. He doesn’t want this to end.
However, when he thinks about the recent thing happen between them, he led out a heavy sigh; and his shoulder slouched. Is this really happening? Are the rumours true? Am i just a temporary replacement? Now he’s back, am I going to be dumped?
Those questions keep floating in his mind; making his eyes brimming with tears. He couldn’t help it; he’s a crybaby, and crying makes he feels better.
Lee hyuk jae, 21 years old, a college student and a part-time dance instructor at dance school in Seoul. He left his hometown in Busan, and came to Seoul to continue his study and find a job as a dance teacher. Living in Seoul in not easy for him, until one day; his colleagues asked him to teach some dance moves to some actors for upcoming movie.
And that was where he met his first and only love, Lee donghae. A 29 years old famous actor who had won so many awards and hyukjae was indeed his fan. First dance meeting turned out to be more than just a teaching lesson.
Donghae was captivated by hyukjae; everything about the youngster made his heart flutter. His innocence, his doe eyes staring at him like a fanboy, his lips; damn those sinful lips, so full, so red and pouty; making him licked his own lips while staring at them. But he couldn’t cross the border of their relation. Not when he still have a boyfriend, Kim Kibum.
They have been dating for four years and donghae knew that he couldn’t just ignore it. Not even when their relationship was kinda cold at the time. Kibum was ignoring him for the past few weeks and donghae is not fond of that kind of behaviour. Each time he asked about it, Kibum would just walked away, leaving him annoyed.
However, after meeting hyukjae, somehow, the hurtful feeling in his chest were not that wounding anymore. From a simple meeting, it turned out to be a date. Of course, they had to be secretive since being a star would be a hindrance, but hyukjae was madly in love with donghae to even protest about it.
After few weeks, hyukjae decided to confess, he couldn’t keep his feeling anymore. Not when it hurt him so much, knowing that donghae was in relationship at the time. He decided to let it go. He knew he would be the one hurting, since this is only one-sided love.
Donghae was preparing himself for his meeting with hyukjae when he heard the front door of his apartment being opened and closed. Soon, he saw Kibum, standing at the door, with his suitcases.
Donghae gaped at the sight. ‘No’......
***
“he’s late....where is he? Why he didn’t pick up his phone?” hyukje mumbled while sipping his strawberry milk.
His hand was flipping his phone, open and close it. He was in a restaurant where he supposed to meet donghae. He already prepared what he should give and what he should say during his confession.
He glanced at the gift he bought earlier; and sighed. ‘it’s okay hyukjae, donghae is a good guy. He wont turn down you harshly. He would politely decline and say some old man’s advice..yep.yep. he would do that. You wont be hurting so much. Just take this chance to be honest to your feeling.’
His phone started to buzz and he picked up the call when he saw who the caller was.
“donghae-shi, where are you-“
“hyukjae.”
“Y-yes?”
“Be my boyfriend.”
“e-ehhhh???!!!”
***
Hyukjae met donghae later, donghae didn’t sound like himself through the call and hyukjae knew he was just saying it for some reason; and he was right.
Right in front of him, he was presented with the view of donghae, drunk and crying. He knew he was being stupid, but he couldn’t help it, not when he was so much in love with the older guy. He confessed, and somehow, he wasn’t that surprised when donghae accepted his love declaration and they started going out with each other.
***
Two years left, and now hyukjae is a 23 years old full time dance teacher and currently living with his boyfriend, donghae in the older man’s apartment. Hyukjae’s life has been so great so far, donghae is so loving with him, and both of them have been intimate for about a year.
However, no matter how intimate their physical are, their hearts never been much closer. Hyukjae never get any love confession from donghae.
The older man seemed to be bothered each time hyukjae tried to make him say it. Hurt? Yeah...pretty much. But can he do anything about that? Hey..we cannot change other people but ourselves. So yeah.
Hyukjae and donghae continued their relations just like that. Leaving hyukjae with his one-sided love and donghae; with his confusion towards the youngster. Hyukjae know this would happen, the news came out,
“Kim Kibum who finally decided to come back from America, after finishing his acting lesson has signed the contract for his upcoming movie with his old partner, Lee donghae-”
Hyukjae turned off the television, his head slumped against the couch and sighed.
“so it’s true after all,”
Hyukjae felt that he has been neglected for the past few weeks. At first, he thought maybe he did something wrong. He knew he could be childish at times; but hey, donghae loves it.
However, things became weirder when he realized that donghae kept coming back late at night. The first thought came to his mind was maybe his boyfriend had late night shooting. But when donghae manager came to their apartment; looking for donghae, hyukjae finally felt restless. And there was this rumour from internet; Kim kibum finally back to seoul and he wanted to get back the love he left behind.
What the fuck is happening here? Hyukjae was so scared and devastated and his lover has done anything but to convince him that the rumours were just rumours.
***
There were giving bath to their dog; Choco. Donghae got a day off and he decided to spend it with his younger lover. He knew he has been a total jerk to hyukjae and he wanted to change that.
He playfully splashed water to his boyfriend, making him wet and looking delicious. Before he could even make a move, hyukjae suddenly got up and ran to the bedroom, noticing on how his older lover gazed at him like a prey.
Giggling at the thought, he made his way to the wardrobe when he heard phone message tone. Being donghae’s boyfriend for two years had thought him on how he should help donghae to answer his phone call, or read message in case the elder was busy, because as donghae said, there might be some calls from movie producers, or manager.
So without hesitating he opened the message. And he regretted doing so.
‘hae-ah..let’s meet tonight. I love you -Bummie-‘ ***
Donghae cleaned himself after finished bathing the puppy. He called hyukjae to have shower together when he suddenly felt something went off. Clad with only towel on his waist, he opened the bathroom door, and gasped.
Hyukjae was sobbing while his hands moves fast to pack up his clothes from his closet into the suitcase. His body was shaking too much. He didn’t want to go, but who is he to say anything? He was just a third guy in this relation; he always has been a second choice.
His heart hurt so much and he could take it anymore.
“hyuk! What are you doing? Why are you packing? Hyuk? Hyuk?! hyukkie, look at me!”
Donghae grabbed the small shoulder and turned to face him. He gasped when he saw the youngster’s expression. Hurt, sad, anger. What was going on?
“im leaving,”
hyukjae led out a whisper, he couldn’t even trust his voice anymore. Donghae stunned at the words.
“wh- leaving? But why? hyukkie, what’s going on here?”
Hyukjae glared at the taller guy. ‘How dare he, asking me that?’
“Stop pretending hae, i know you’re seeing kibum-shi. Stop lying to me! How long has thing thing happened?”
Donghae speechless. He couldn’t say anything. What was he supposed to say? Sorry? It wasn’t like what you think? Before he could think more, hyukjae handed him his phone.
There. He saw it. Kibum was indeed gone too far. Anger sipping through his body, he could feel that he wanted to punch the latter’s face for what he did.
“Hyukjae, i won’t say that this message is not for me. Yes, it is from kibum, and yes, he is indeed trying to get back to our relationship before. But hyukkie, wait! Listen to me hyukkie! I’m not in love with him anymore. I’ve gotten over him, and you know it.”
Hyukjae smiled sadly at his lover.
“no, you’re not over him. And you know that trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew. And it is impossible, not when you still calling him with endearment.”
Grabbing his jacket and the suitcase, hyukjae smiled at his lover. Sometime you just have to hold your head up high blink away the tears and say good-bye.
“Thank you for making me happy for the past two years, and even though I’m just a replacement, you do make me happy and you thought me how to love someone. Thank you.”
Donghae couldn’t take it anymore. This shouldn’t be happening. He grabbed hyukjae’s wrist and pulled him into his arms and locked him there. Hyukjae gasped at the sudden move and squirmed to escape from the arms; but donghae tighter the hold and hyukjae couldn’t help but to whimper at the latter.
“no! Hyukjae! You have to listen to me first! I did seeing him for the past two weeks. Yes, i admit that. I didn’t want to tell you because i know you would be sad. And no! We didn’t do anything. We were just drinking. I met him at the bar. Not some club, or his house!”
“but-but why were you ignoring me?”
“like you said before, trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew. At first, i did feel like that. But after a while, i know, it wasn’t love. It was just confusion, and my own brainless thought of him,”
Donghae pulled himself from the hug and stared at the glistening orbs;
“He was my lover. But you are my love now. Im so sorry hyukjae, i love you. i love you so much.”
Hearing the confession, hyukjae burst out his tears, sobbing at the elder’s chest. He had waited so long to hear the words. Donghae stroked the red mane and kissed the hair.
“*sob* i-i love you! *sob* don’t leave me....dont leave me”
Chuckled, donghae nipped at the earlobe and whispered;
“baby, that’s my line”
Hyukjae felt fluttered and blushed at the endearment he got. Wanting to hear again he asked,
“Say it again.” Hyukjae said.
“that’s my line...?.” donghae said.
“No, the other part where you called me…..”
hyukjae was blushing furiously. Smiling, “Baby.” Donghae said, freeing a hand and ran it through his lover’s red hair, pulling him close and pressed his lips into hyukjae’s and the smaller felt donghae’s lips probing his to gain entry. He opened his mouth and let his tongue pass through.
***
Donghae’s POV
I slid my tongue into his, it is a pure bliss; something that I quickly fell in love with just like the warm flawless skin of his body, the warm brown eyes that seemed to stare right into my very soul. I knew that no matter what happened I was never going to leave this guy.
***
Hyukjae’s POV
I don’t know when it happened but I felt Donghae pick me up and carry me into the bedroom. We separated for a few seconds so that I could catch my breath as he looked over my body and then kissed my arm. A whimper sounded from my throat.
I wrapped my arms at donghae’s neck. Before I stretched up and found his lips, kissing him passionately I ran my hands down his body and his abs, feeling the tense muscles under my ministration.
***
Donghae undid the jacket and the shirt removing them both and leaving them on floor. He started trailing kisses down lover’s neck towards his chest where he found hyukjae’s nipples hardening; he took one into his mouth and caressed it then gave the other one its own attention before kissing the supple skins downward to hyukjae’s private part.
Donghae undid his lover’s belt and button, unzipping his pants to let his shaft spring free. He licked the head tasting the pre-cum before sliding his shaft deep into his throat, he pulled back to the head and then went down again. Donghae started slowly then picked up sped slowly as he felt hyukjae tense. The actor pulled off not wanting him to release that early.
The elder started licking and sucking at his balls. Hyukjae let out moans of pleasure before he pulled Donghae off his knees to his arms. Hyukjae removed donghae towel, leaving them on the floor as well. Kissing the actor’s neck and sucking, leaving bite marks behind on his tanned perfect skin. Hyukjae felt as if molten lava was being poured all over his body.
The burning sensation was so welcoming at this point that he did not even fight it; all he wanted was his donghae. He kissed the side of donghae’s neck trailing down till he found the crook of his neck. The rooms’s getting hotter as they run their hands exploring every part of each others' body trailing kiss from donghae's neck down his pectorals to the toned abs down the private area.
Hyukjae blushed at the sight, slowly, he started teasing the head with his tongue before fully engulfing the rod, deep throating the shaft making Donghae moved to the edge of ecstasy before releasing. Panting, he went up to hyukjae's lips, kissing him hard; and tasting himself.
Hyukjae stared at the brunette; his face couldn’t be redder than he is now. Donghae chuckled at the adorable sight, and kissed the plump lips again. Hyukjae moaned in pleasure, and began kissing his lover all over again.
He was so much in pleasure and was heading for a climax when Donghae shifted down to his hard member, then driving on his shaft. Hyukjae gasped at the surprise and moaned wantonly as Donghae went from his lover’s shaft to the pinkish entrance. He then began to lick the youngster’s hole caressing it with his tongue before coming back up and covering Hyukjae’s lips again.
Hyukjae panting in pleasure and he felt donghae's steel shaft push at the entrance to his body; he relaxed as Donghae entered. Each moment was different; it was not the same experience as before. Donghae began moved slowly and gently, hyukjae didn’t content with that.
The red head moved his hips, meeting the brunette. Donghae then picked up the pace and his younger lover clawed the hell out of him as he wanted him more and more. Upon feeling hyukjae reach the point of pre climax Donghae pulled him close and kissed him hardly.
With the last hard thrust from Donghae, both of them moaned, and came together, with hyukjae came to donghae’s abs, and Donghae into his lover’s body. The actor fell onto his back; pulling his younger lover with him as the boy were starting to doze from exhausting. He pulled the red head into his arms and the said later snuggled closer to the warm chest.
“I don't want to leave this spot for the rest of the day.” hyukjae mumbled sleepily.
“me too baby, im so sorry for making you sad, you’re not a replacement baby, remember that,”
Silent. Donghae gazed at the later and chuckled when he found the boy already flew into the dreamland.
"I love you baby"
***
Kibum was sipping his wine when his phone buzzed,
‘ i’ve just had the best sex in my life with a kid. I know i might be a phedo, but im in love.....goodbye kibum.’ -donghae-