In one single moment, your whole life can turn round ( Read more... )

i just dont know whats wrong with me anymore. all i do is sleep. i have no motivation i dont want to do anything anymore. i dont even remeber the lasttime i was truely happy

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why do people from home have to suck

im kinda scared about tues and the surgery. not so much about the surgery itself because i know the surgery itself is no big deal and will be fine i am just nervous about the whole after surgery thing and everything i just dont want what happend my freshman yr of highschool to happen again this yr

last thurs i went to spent the night at sarah's house. Kev and tim drove me there i must say it was not a boring convo. i learned a few things that i wish i hadent learned. at sarah's we baked cookies got wendy's watched movies and i wrapped mike's presents. i wraped each one like 50 times cause im cool like that. then fri me and sarah woke up ( Read more... )

i hate being in a blah mood its not a bad mood but then at the same time its not a good one either i just dont want to do anything with anyone but at the same time i dont want to be alone i was just on the phone with mike and i wasnt really talking much at all i feel bad i hate these moods i just want to get out of it i was in it yesterday too ( Read more... )

yesterday i spent the whole day with sarah we went to the mall, old navy, and then to best buy to buy movies and then we went to shaws to get din din and food to eat while watching our movies it was kinda gross how much we ate im not gunna lie it was bad really bad when we got back to my house my bro was hammerd and he let us have some sarah got ( Read more... )

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so i have been home for not even a week and i already want to leave thats allways good huh? i just want to go somewhere and be alone but i cant b/c of course everyone has to be home and i cant be alone. i would go out somewhere and drive but i cant b/c the roads are all messy b/c of the snow so i am home bound and it sucks