i havent writen on here much as of late. my last post was certainly depressing. i wrote it at a weird time. since then, well i still dont really like my job. im kinda looking around for something new. but its a pain b/c ascap was one of the only things in nashville i really wanted to do. well, it turns out that i dont want to do licensing... ( Read more... )

i dont even know that i can tell what is happening. i have a job and i dont enjoy it. ive spent a year labouring on my thesis, and no one seems to give a shit. i want to cry but it just wont come. the people i care about the most are all too preoccupied to notice. i fret, and worry, and work, and lose sleep, and i cant say that i have anything ( Read more... )

have i got some news. i accepted the job at ascap. i was sort of bugging out just b/c the timing of it all seemed kinda weird. but i had alot of people that i really respect give me some good advice to help me make up my mind. so thank you if you were one of those people. i appreciate it more than you know. and you know, if mtvU comes with an ( Read more... )

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today is valentines, and i dont get to spend it with my darling ashlee. im really hating virago. at least i got to spend some time with ashlee last night. but this week i only have tuesday off. if i get off too late to go to the show wed night, im going to be pissed ( Read more... )

now usually i dont do this.... but go ahead an break them off some of the remix

(((r. kelly, hands down has the most amazing lyrics in the biz)))

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tonight at the anchor was amazing. im still trying to process it all. ive never felt the presence of God like that ever before. it was a physical presence. and when i asked Him to speak to me, he had Rado walk across the room and tell me exactly what i needed to hear. i havent been able to stop thanking Him for the last few hours. i feel like ( Read more... )

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so what is going on? not much i suppose. last weekend i went to little rock and brought ashlee. now she just makes fun of pictures of me from my childhood and highschool (yeah, my mom volunteered to drag out all my old photos to show her... thanks mom!) but it was fun i suppose. went to the wedding of an ex-girlfriend to the drummer in my old ( Read more... )

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