I think if I listen closely enough...I can hear my soul crack.

    Thank you to Ryan and Seri for helping me out today- I hate having to keep putting Ryan on the outs x.x

And Seri, just call me tomorrow for your bookies.

    Shari made me a care package today.

It's the nicest thing anyone has ever done for me.

    I'm sick. Again. And I know no one will understand except for maybe Ed and Anthony, but that's mostly because they never have to deal with it when I call off ( Read more... )

    It just sucks. Getting upset and having my feelings hurt over the littlest things sucks >.<

Oh, being sick blows too.

    It's days like these that I wish I'd never been born ( Read more... )

    A while ago I lost something precious to me. So precious I drove to the side of the freeway and looked through the grass so I could find it. Scoured my room. My car. And I still can't find it. They made fun of me for getting so worked up over 'a little rock'...but it meant something to me ( Read more... )

"Sometimes my drug...
  You taste like home to me..."

MY NAME IS NOT AMANDA!!!!!!

That is all.

    Somehow it feels....like everything creative and good and kind inside me...is slowly withering...