i had a talk with ms. duris. she kinda talked me into doing what i know i should do.

dana's was fun. thanks for ruining the hiding spot you two. ::cough.:: lol I like how they have a smiley of the "look".

i feel like i'm becoming such a shitty person, friend and boyfriend. and that's the last thing i'd want to be to nneka. that'd be the last person i'd want to lose right now, and forever.

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So it's true. Stress is what's keeping me down. Thank God for Dana because if it weren't for her I think I'd be SOL and in a situation that's worse than it is already. I hope I can find someway to solve my problems but some are just not going to be solved and others are like running around in circles cause no matter what you say it's like trying to ( Read more... )

i've come to conclusion with how i feel.
i'm very happy i can feel this way and know it means something this time, i'm not just a stick in the mud.

One day until Christmas. I hope everyone has a great one. <3 Merry Christmas!

shit is going way down hill. it might be time to start seeing the councelor again. evelyn and i are making plans for something. hopefully all is well and i can work things out with everyone. either that or my heart'll stay broken for a while. maybe the holiday'll be a little brighter.

Michele brought Marc Tetris! XD Marc has officially lost his gameboy because I'm too busy playing.

+Mall today
+See Jack. (I don't want to.)
+Possibly mass at noon.

+I am sick, I wouldn't get too close if I were you. I'd take responsibility for contaminating you, but I can't do anything about it. -Taking an inhaler for this shit ( Read more... )

i was stuck home sick today. :( i really miss everyone and i wish i could have gone to school. the rate things are going today i'm not sure i'll be there tomorrow ever, i can't control my temperature it's either above 100 or under 97. this sucks. i'm so bored and lonely.

being lonely all day sucks