Love and Not Love.

[mercurius_anima]

Dan and I had argued for the umpteenth time about stupid stuff, mainly him feeling like I twist his words to make him feel guilty and sound stupid, him always turning every argument we have into a RELATIONSHIP problem, and both of us going to sleep angry. The next day we were supposed to go out together to the mall and look for some lingerie. I

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[emperorxavier]

When you've been so comfortable for so long, shared secrets, shared wishes, shared bodies, it's impossible to let go. You rise up with this person together and then the world is beneath you- when it looks that you're about to fall, it's instinctive to hold on and not fall backwards.

Love is the hardest drug of all. Lust is a bad come down.

The only way I've ever quit any drug was to run from it and never turn back.

[mercurius_anima]

I think you're probably right. If at all I still want to be friends with him because he's been an important part of my life for so long. I've been able to stay friends with another one of my exes and now we're best friends. I've done it so, is it possible again? Only time will tell, I guess.

No really I can already see it crashing and burning. I don't care because right now I admit, I need it and I'm a slave to it. I hate feeling the burn of needing sex. It's too much.

Expelling while empty

[gogbuehi]

From experience, I'd say it's a safe choice. So long as you trust each other, then it's unlikely to worsen the reality of your situation. It lends you an opportunity to sort out your emotional difficulties, without exposing your vulnerability to miscellaneous others. However, in the end, you'll have to develop a self-interest that says that even though you can, you choose not to.

Re: Expelling while empty

[mercurius_anima]

True. That's the future. The now can never be that simple. *sigh*