Who's a victim?
I had a rather disturbing dream the other night. I don't remember very many details or specifics about it, but I remember the feeling. There was no face, no defining characteristic, but he was trying to force himself on me. Typical of dreams, I could not scream. I just kept pushing and struggling. I felt scared, used, and overpowered
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strange you mention portland.
every time I've gone there in there lately, I always end up saying "stupid hormones." cause I meet some guy who I kinda like but could never really date and who is more than willing, if you know what I mean. and would leave it at that.
also, depends on where you hang out. some christian circles just feel so... dating focused. like you have to have a date to go there.
"I want to be friends and respect a person and have him respect me, and gradually work our way into each other's lives. " I think that's really cool.
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I'm sorry you are having these experiences. I think it has to do with how much we forget that our ways are not the world's ways. You are just finding your niche, and that's not a bad thing entirely. Now you know for sure how you operate, my dear, and I'm glad that you do.
I have a new blog actually, and I canceled my live journal one because honestly, it was full of things that were non-sensical and silly, and I wanted a fresh start. It's in it's fledgling stages, but I'll be posting more, and I'll add you to my "blogroll"
It's www.hisbeautyformyashes.blogspot.com
I think. :)
At any rate, I'm totally thinking that maybe you should just screw the dating scene and wait for a friend to emerge?
Je t'aime ma cherie.
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Isn't that cooooool?
LOVE YOU baby!
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