Trying to get past those thoughts of you somewhere my mind is lost in the wide blue sky. My feelings are true yet somehow I can't find a way to become a part of you. Looking for what I once was me, a leave this twisted sense of reality that has lead me so far astray as to leave my heart so dark and grey. I once used to not care I used to live life ( Read more... )

Well there is a lot that has happend since I last posted my mom's house burnt, she lost everything. On Friday I ran into friends from Seattle To San Francisco, then I got the bad news. We are geeting ready for a major party and there is a lot of things to do. I went to jail for a week and a half(that is now done with after 7 years). I had a job ( Read more... )

Ya mommy is comming up for memorial day weekend if she can! Today kicks ass all is well is Dreas land!!

Frack I miss my sister the Big Blonde Brat. I have only been away from Eugene fo less then a week and I miss her.Dammit. It's not fair. why won't all of you people come to the same place. oh ya by the way I have a new girlfriend and I am moving to Portland

K lets start with my SCREW this "holiday"! Next my plans have changed as far as when I am going back to SF, when ever I get off my ass and go. Hmmmmm...What else oh ya I am getting way too board with this town, like usuall. Not to mention it snowed. K I think I am done with this rant for now.

Dammit I hate the fact that I cannot eat when I am around people. I have somethings that I am susposed to do and can't do them because I can't think. Dammit Dammit
ARRRRRRRRG!
Dreas

So I wonder why I bother to post in this thing anymore you never reply. Well this Eugene this is making me crazy, board and trying to find things to to. Well I will post more when I actully have something to say.

So the newest little sister brought me out of exile, in other words she is nolonger pissed of at me. So now I have my support network is back in place in San Francisco! This kicks much ass, as I am anticipating going back to SF on spring break. So ya for my new icon any comments??

I have been looking and searching for a new place I could call home, and I have found it. My friends here those I call family and this city have been kind yet crule and so has any place that I dare call home. There are many places I have been life's that I have tried to live, and this has become the truest person I have been in a long time. Amongst ( Read more... )

So I have been worrking for 3 days now and I am getting tired and my temp agency has something for a day after I get off a 40 hr work week. Arrg and thay have something for me on Monday I think. On the + side tho I got my mp3 fixed like it was when I first got it, and I didn't have all of everything by Amy Lee as I tho I thought, BUT ha now I do ( Read more... )