i got a job :)

(thanks matty i love you.)

( im no artist )

im told that i am a very sad person. "Depressing", some have said. I dont mean to be. Im not always unhappy. Granted, I've been considerably less happy lately than usual, but I'm not completely unhappy. I suppose I only write in my journals when something is bothering me... and i omit the pleasant parts because I'm afraid that writing about them ( Read more... )

i have some issues with abandonment, and id love to talk about them... except everyone left.

tonight i stayed home alone again and watched tv.
i dont really have friends anymore.

if someone could put me in touch with someone i can get sleeping pills from, that would be most appreciated.
running on three days, and sick of it-
ty

i think right now, more than any other time in my life, i am unhappy, and alone.
in limbo, un catchable, and not really worth living all too much.
my mother would be proud.

( sometimes i like to play in photoshop )

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okay so yesterday.. (or i guess technically today...) at 3. AM, my mom, Mrs. Glibbery, Breanna and I went to go camp out for ROP so we could get into California Hair Design... we figured we would be pretty early, but we ended up being 27 and 28th in line, which was good, as they only took 100. So we get there, and we set up chairs, and blankets and ( Read more... )