New York - here i come <3

i realized that once i stopped searching

for what i thought i should have .

and instead

sat back and waited for it God to show me what to have -

then God sent me more then i was searching for

to begin with <33

absolutely .

positively .

without a doubt .

simply Jesus -

what a beautiful disaster -

Jesus, take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this all on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Jesus, take the wheel

ah . tomorrow will be the worse day . but nothing you can get me through Lord. take the wheel <3

He wondered how she'd take it
When he said goodbye
Thought she might do some crying'
Lose some sleep at night
But he had no idea
When he hit the road
That without him in her life
She'd let herself go.

Let herself go on a single's cruise
To Vegas once, then to Honolulu
Let herself go to New York City
A week at the spa,
Came back knocked-out pretty
When he said ( Read more... )

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
 Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard ( Read more... )

i've been changing and you'll never see -

but its fine now because

i'm not ashamed of the girl i am today . 

i tried to hold your hand,

but you'd rather hold you grudge -

God - this is nothing you cant get me through .. im trusting you . you have it all : ]]

wow -

had a much needed night .

really has me thinking though .