So, I'm playing at S.G. tonight on a couple of songs with Paul. That should be good fun :) I'm kinda tired, I think I'm going to take a nap now. Or soon. Something like that. Ok, now.

What is love, anyway?

I just love being/feeling used, don't you ( Read more... )

"The vibrations on the air are the breath of God speaking to man's soul. Music is the language of God. We musicians are as close to God as man can be. We hear his voice, we read his lips, we give birth to the children of God, who sing his praise. That's what musicians are."

So it started out as a fantastic(ish) weekend. Everything seems to be going good. And these beginning sentences make it sound like I'm going to say "and then it got bad." But I am not going to ( Read more... )

"Your gift is from God, use it to serve Him"

I'm sorry, but I'm not going to!

Life really isn't that horrible!

You didn't win. I lost, but you didn't win!

Ahh! Sometimes there is so much drama in life. I can't stand it when people beg for attention without actually asking for it, if you know what I mean.

I've been pretty smiley all day today... and it hasn't even been fake! ha! It's so pretty out. Don't get me wrong, it's still too cold for my taste, but it sure is nice. The sky is all blue, and the sun is shining. I got a package today from my mom. She sent Easter candy. I like sugar, so it worked out nicely. It'll be gone by like tonight or ( Read more... )

Whenever I pass those other girls, it breaks my heart. And I don't really even think it's jealousy of what they had... it's a sadness. I know what they went through now. And I wouldn't wish this on anyone. I'm guessing that they've moved on and are happy. And part of me really wants to ask them how they did it. I want to know. How can ( Read more... )

I should be so angry, I should be filled with such frustration and the like, but I'm not! I'm only mad at myself, I'm only frustrated with myself. I feel like everything is my fault. But it's not. But sometimes it sure feels like it. They're all the same. I just want to curl up. And not move, I don't want to get up. I just want to lay here. How I ( Read more... )

May the sparks in your eyes ( Read more... )