The snow this morning was fun and pretty, not enough to slow us down any but the perfect consistanty for snowballs... to bad the cats didn't want to play. Had a quiet weekend, did some things around the house, including painting the closet I built for mom. Played my computer game too much and spent a lot of time thinking. I don't know where things ( Read more... )

Hmmm, last day of last year... I fell into a sink hole, punctured my toe, lost bout 1/2 a cup of blood, tried to get drunk...failed, saw the ball drop then went to bed. Today was better, took a drive with Mom...sometimes her driving spooks me :) Making enchalitas for dinner and some black eyed peas...mom insisted. Doc appt monday about my arm.... ( Read more... )

... just that feeling of being trapped, of the rut that seems hard to climb out of. i like this house i'm watching, it feels like a home and not something that was thrown together. i like that my boss is away for another week, it gives me a chance to do the projects i need to without his constantly calling to remind me of something already on my ( Read more... )

Well the season ends tomorrow and a most of me is rather happy. I get to discover what night and weekends off is and perhaps I'll be able to see a few people who's schedules are in complete counterpoint to mine. There will be a few down points as well, I cannot stay up too late and there will be little time when the house is only mine. There are a ( Read more... )

...currently 13" inches outside, spent morning digging out so mom could get to work, thankfully someone picked her up. It took them almost 4 hours to actually make the decision that our theatres should close. Hello...half of the major and secondary roads are closed, governer's saying 'stay home' but that all mighty dollar is worth more than ( Read more... )

you are thistle
#D8BFD8
Your dominant hues are blue and magenta. You're the one who goes to all the parties but doesn't quite fit in at every one... you know what you want, but are afraid of what the world might think of it. You're a little different and that's okay with them, and if you're smart it's okay with you too.

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As of yesterday, I'm protected from the flu season...hopefully. Gave blood and had an xray for a baseline for the arthritis. Two months ago, it was evident in one finger, now two with signs of two more. My knee has a constant spike in it. This is unacceptable, it's affecting my work and my life in general. Doc has me trying Glucosamine, 1500mg, 3x ( Read more... )

...and should be returned in a burlap sack, well beaten and hog tied. I don't know why he ran away but it's time to return to his frigging job. I'm so tired of not sleeping and have done all the tricks I can think of. Days are a real struggle to get thru without snoring and nights are a joke.

Why the fuck is it my job to do everything around here? Who decided it was my job to deal with bills, house, clothes, chief cook and bottle washer. I can't remember a time...well actually I can. The last time things were more equal, I was a child. My Granny was alive and living with us. I think when she began having health problems, Mom couldn't ( Read more... )