Well this is a feeling I haven't had in a while...I didn't know how much I missed having a friend. I love it.

I think it's my turn to finally get what I want...i'll play the game until I get what I want....it's on guys

so im pretty excited i got a bluetooth keyboard for my ipad and its really awesome!! you should get one too.

shopping with the roomie was awesome too.

well i think i am officially the scrabble queen, i have been on a 3 day binge of playing scrabble...its helped...lol talked to an old friend today. and it felt good. maybe i will feel good again...tomorrow?!

so i'm like that person who wishes to keep a diary, or journal, or just a book thats filled with thoughts and feelings and memories, and i SUCK at keeping up with it. so i am glad that i still after so many years and so many "forgotten passwords" still have this. its nice to look back and how things have changed...and oh how they have! oh how i ( Read more... )

ugh....talking to my mom and its eyeopening. how alone i am going to be for the next...who knows how long! it sucks because i know i dont have any friends. and i have spent almost my whole life like that...and spent my life trying to be a part of the group...and its something that i have been searching for since forever...i have always felt like ( Read more... )

well i have officially fucked up with my current boyfriend ( Read more... )

just as it rains on the outside of these 4 walls, it rains in the inside of me. my life has been flipped and twisted and stomped and squished on ( Read more... )

well its 19 days till i leave for boot camp. and its coming fast! im not nervous yet, im just more so nervous with everything that has recently taken place. its a little bit embaressing. but who isnt embaressed with the mistakes they've made in their life. if ur happy about a mistake, then it merely wasnt a mistake in the first place ( Read more... )

so i had this really good topic to talk about, but then i forgot it. i told myself to write it down today. but guess what. i forgot.