sometimes I just wish I could run away

Why is it so hard for people to tell the truth about how they feel and whats going on. I guess because they think that its too hard. But the reality is it ends up making everything else harder when they dont deal with it.

There's waaay too much on my mind right now and I kind of feel nauseous.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEN!!!!!!!!

My mom's bedroom carpet is soaked. stupid rain! I had a quiz today, not sure how I did...but if I did bad it can be dropped anyways. the first one you never know what to expect. I'm feeling better now...

beth was talking about cookies so now I'm craving cookies and a movie!

I dont really know what to do. I want this to work but I guess it cant... I mean, I'm willing to try even though it will be hard. I'd rather not just forget about it...maybe I'll have to. Maybe it's still a little soon to say, i just dont know. I hate this.

So my weekend was pretty good. Friday I didnt so anything but I made up for it saturday! Great times!! There was only one thing that could have made it any better..

boring friday night...

So I had school all early and then work. What a great Valentines day. I dont really care though, its just another day unless your are in a relationship. My mom made a heart shaped cake mmmmmmmmm it was so good. But it's pretty rich, I cant finish it. I'm so bored!!!! All I've been doing is wasting time on the computer, stupid addicting myspace.... ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a lot of fun. I drove down to Mission Viejo and saw Chris's house. Then we saw Hitch which I really liked. Then went to a little italian restraunt and had some amazing tortalini. Then back to Chris's and watched My Big Fat Greek Wedding :) Then hung out with everyone down in long beach. Jen and I got to play with puppies at the pet ( Read more... )

Went to Disneylnd in the rain last night with Billy and Jenni. It was the last time Billy could go before his pass expires. I wish it hadn't been raining so much at the end, my pants got soaked :( Then we went to Applebees and had some good food. I'm gonna see Chris tonight, that should be fun.