R.I.P. Grandparent

[merkaba20]

my grandma died today. she was my last surviving grandparent. i really don't know how to feel. i think i have finally lost all ability to really feel pain. i just feel numb. but i've said that i can't feel pain before and it creeps up on me. i won't claim that i knew her well, because i didn't. but i guess it's the "what if's," that really hurt.

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[thursdayguy]

i'm so sorry fern :( *hug*

give me a call if you ever want to talk