Oh DEAR

[merlamb02]

I am so blah today. I have been comparing my lifes accomplishments to other people we graduated with and it just makes me blah. I dont do anything with my life but work and school. THATS IT>>>> I always do what everyone expects of me and never drift from that. I try to do new things but I am constantly reminded that I am just.....i dont know. Oh

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[plastic_spork]

you know what? i've just decided not to compare myself to h.s. people, or anyone else for that matter, i deffinatly go through blah times when every thing seems so regimented and stupid. but then, i find something new to do/try or realize that something that i do just makes me happy. i go to the happy place. =P i figure, i can't keep track of what others are doing/have done, and i'm basically happy with how i'm doing things now. so. i dunno.late night rant....sleepppp consuming my BRAIN.
yes. anyway, lovies!