Meme.

Jan 04, 2010 23:11

Nicked from the am_i_thin community, because I feel the need to post. I've been a bit antsy recently. Keep wanting to weigh myself although it's not been a week yet, and despite the fact that there is still nice holiday food kicking around so I'm pretty sure I wont lose this week.

I AM -
[] bisexual
[] anorexic
[] ednos
[] bulimic
[] living off diet pills
[] hungry
[x] thirsty
[] drinking something
[] Under 100lbs
[] starving myself
[] participating in a fast

PEOPLE -
[] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[] call me fat
[] say I’m skinny
[] say I’m ugly
[x] say I’m pretty
[] spread rumors about me
[] force me to eat
[] say I eat too much
[x] wish I’d eat more
[x] don't know I'm anorexic/bulimic/ednos
[] know I'm anorexic/bulimic

I WISH -
[x] I was THIN
[x] I had a better body
[] I didn't have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[] I was under 100
[x] I could avoid food
[] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[x] I was pretty
[] I could stop being ana/mia

I LOVE -
[] someone of my same sex :)
[x] feeling hungry [just a little]
[] seeing a difference when fasting
[] shaking
[] being weak
[x] losing weight
[] being anorexic/bulimic
[x] green tea
[] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself

APPEARANCE
[] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[] I tan easily.
[] I wish my hair was a different color.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have tattoo(s).
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I had braces.
[x] I have glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[] I have more than 2 piercings.
[] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[] I have freckles.

FAMILY
[] I've sworn at my parents.
[] I've run away from home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[] I want to have kids someday.
[] I've had children.
[] I've lost a child.

RELATIONSHIPS
[] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm married.
[] I've gone on a blind date.
[] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[] I miss someone right now.
[] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've cheated in a relationship.
[] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. [actions not words]
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

SEXUALITY
[] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger.

BAD TIMES
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[] I regularly drink.
[x] I can't swallow pills. [only teeny ones]
[] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[x] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm upset.
[x] I take anti-depressants.
[x] I'm anorexic or bulimic or have EDNOS.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying
[x] I've lost weight
[] I've gained weight
[x] My weight holds me back
[] Weight consumes me.
[] I'm at my thinnest
[] I'm at my biggest
[] I've lost weight and kept it off
[] I've lost weight but gained it back
[x] My weight affects my mood
[] I weigh myself daily
[] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me
[] I thrive on compliments
[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size
[x] I feel happy when I'm hungry
[] I get depressed after I eat
[x] I've skipped a meal
[] I've thrown food away
[] I've spit food out
[x] I've fasted
[] I've taken diet pills
[] I've used laxatives
[] I've purged
[x] I exercise
[] I exercise so I can eat
[] I work out secretly
[] I work out daily
[] I exercise to counteract eating
[] I've fainted from exhaustion

I've done:
[x] Weed
[] Cigarettes
[x] Alcohol
[] Diet pills
[x] Pain killers
[x] Anti-depressants
[] Ecstasy
[] LSD
[] Mushrooms
[] Speed
[] Cocaine
[] Other

By saying I've 'done' painkillers and stuff it makes it sound like I've been using them to get high! I only take them when I have to. Had a weed fairy-cake once, wasn't that impressed. I don't like being out of control of my body. I drink, but only a very little at a time. I didn't like the reaction lag weed gave me.

et cetera

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