*sigh*

[merlinsapprent]

i don't know...i just don't know anythign anymore...i feel so lost...and confused...and i just don't know...why am i the kind of person i am...why am i such a jerk...why can't i just be, i don't know...why can't i just shut up...just keep my thoughts to myself...things are so much easier when you keep everything inside...i need to stop pushing ppl

Comments

dont do that...

[anonymous]

Look, if there's one thing I've learned outta everything it's dont question who u are!! The stupid thing is...I still do it too....i think everyone does!! No one's really happy!! & itz the people that look the happiest, the ones that never stop smiling and laughing, that are the fakest of us all!! "even those who never frown eventually break down"...itz inevitable!! Everyone's life sucks some time!! And having someone who loves you doesnt exactly mean being happy...trust me!!

tc

[mele_girl13]

I know I read this before, but I didn't want to comment at the time for whatever reason. All I can say is that we're even more alike than you know. If you look far enough back in my journal entries, you'll probably find a few just like this. I know it's easier to push people away, but it's so much better when you let them in. I know you won't read this for a good week or so, and I'll probably tell you on the phone or whatever, but I had to comment here too.