when i leave you *sigh* i become one of the saddest in the world

Theresa, yes i was pissed off today, and i know that you know what i am talking about. I was giving it some thought yesterday and into this morning, and i really started to get upset, then i kinda just went over the top this morning when i came by you. I was thinking about all the shit that you have gone through that i have been right by your ( Read more... )

*sigh* feelings and emotions...the webs they weave and the problems they create...so i find out a few weeks ago that this girl at work like really really likes me...and i kinda think..."how?"...i have no idea who she is except that i work with her...i just met her a little while ago, i know nothing about her and it makes me wonder what it is that ( Read more... )

*stolen from allison ( Read more... )

sooo...i been thinking about this whole college thing, and yea, i don't really know if i want to go...i mean i have no motivation to fill out any applications or look for colleges and i not even looking forward to going...when my mom got her BA it didn't make any difference...no pay increase, no job offers, no job opportunities anything...hell, the ( Read more... )

so ummm...ever wish you were some kind of pet, like a cat or dog...no worries in the world except whether or not you will get fed by your owners...have all the free time in the world...have no responsability *sigh*

*sigh* i don't know...as usual, things are going to hell in a handbag pretty quickly...as far as school is going, i am failing like 3 of my classes b/c i not doing homework, i have counslers who aren't even mine yelling at me about college apps, i have no desire to even fill out apps, i don't even know if i have desire to go to college anymore...as ( Read more... )

recently i have been feeling quite lonely, i seem to get this way every few months, where it just feels like noone gives a shit about me...several ppl rated me 1 - 10 (1 being bad, 10 good) on like 4 aspects: personality, friend, looks, and datability and i got answers ranging from 6 - 8.5...i don't get it, if ppl think that i am some above average ( Read more... )

so yea...last night was interesting. had a couple good convos with some people and decided on how i am going to act from now on i guess. i have come to realize that allison and i have very very similar personalities and it's kinda scarey. in trying to help to put her in a better mood, it ended up making me rethink about all them things, about how ( Read more... )

well i finally did, i jumped on the band wagon of the lovely blogs and decided to register to LJ...so far Allie is the only one that knows about this, but oh well, it's a good place to vent/rant/celebrate for any future times and hopefully that third one will be more frequent than the other two. welcome to my thoughts, be afraid, be very afraid....