Pathetic little rant about how much life sucks

[merlissa]

School's finally over for the year. Agh. I've been here in Ottawa for about five months now... and so far, nothing to do, I'm getting more depressed by the minute, I have no friends to speak of that I trust. It's terrible. I guess I'm destined to be a loner for my whole life, but I don't want it to be this way. I want to be able to trust people, I

Comments

[anonymous]

You really need to stop feeling so god damned sorry for yourself.

[merlissa]

Oh wow. And your (anonymous, i might add; are you afraid?) little comment is really going to change things. Really, is there anything wrong with a little PMS now and then?

Read my other posts. Get to know me (not that i'd want some judgmental little freak to be my friend, there, i said it, i can assume things about you too if i want). You'll see that maybe there are people out there who, unlike your oooooooh so perfect unwavering self, have fluctuating moods.

[anonymous]

"Fluctuating moods" don't justify drug use and self-mutilation.

[merlissa]

Ah, so now it has to be justified? Says who? What's wrong with a little self-medication? Besides, everyone has their faults. These happen to be some of mine.

Yours, on the other hand, obviously include meddling in business that is not yours, and being an asshole, an anonymous one at that. This is no place for a discussion. If you for some reason want to continue it, if you have anything you need clarified, feel free to contact me some other way.