you have good friends when you can ( Read more... )

lets go to california .......................

"california here we come, right back where we started from"

watched the butterfly effect tonight.

if any of you have seen it, you know what its about. if not ... sorry if i ruin the movie. its basically a guy going back in time to change something that happened.

by changing one thing ... everything can be different. i can only wish that i could go back in time and do things differently. and thats ( Read more... )

lately i've been nothing but upset and i can't put my finger on why. actually thats somewhat of a lie. i just like to pretend that things are peachy keen and i'm just being ridiculous. if i pretend long enough ... maybe one day i'll believe it ( Read more... )

i haven't really seen anyone or talked to anyone in a while. maybe it's better that way. can't get into anymore fights/drama ( Read more... )

i need someone to take over my life for a little while. i make bad decisions. i'm sure if someone else took over for a while things would smooth out.

goodbye everyone.

i know this is kinda late considering yesterday was the fourth of july. but better late than never. i was watching something on the internet of the best commencement speeches this year. at the very end was a clip of the end of john stewarts speech at the college of william and mary. i must say .... i really loved it ( Read more... )

so ... had a particularly relaxing, slightly productive day ( Read more... )

i was definatly not in the state of mind to be at work today. unfortuantely i have to deal with alot of customers at work and today was not a good day for me to be dealing with people. i was not in the mood to take peoples crap ( Read more... )

i did this last march .... http://www.livejournal.com/~mermaid1213/39446.html?mode=replyRead more... )