the whole planet at arm's length and we dont deserve this place...

[mermaid_dreams]

is it sad that this is the first time im okay with how i am on the outside. im not saying im comfertable with my inner self or how i look or my emotions or stuff....but generally my outside apperance like who i am on the outside. like im not nessisarily okay with my body...but i am with my skin. if that makes sence

until like last yr i was never

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[becca_says]

gemini!!

ahh. i read your entries and im like, "damn." these are so insanely real and cool to read just because they're completely true and honest and stuff. idk if that makes ANY sense but the point is i love reading this thing-and i love you for who you are, whoever that was yesterday, is today, and will be tomorrow.

[mermaid_dreams]

awwwww BECCA! its so cute that u read my ..thing. im glad u like to read it and hah that made sence. we have to have superman ice cream again sooooooon!

i love you and everything u were and can be in this life and ur lives past <333

[becca_says]

i miss superman ice cream
and hanging out with you
a lot.

maybe today! cause its a snow day! if i had a car (and i guess a lisence might help too), i would drive to your house and we could eat superman ice cream.

it's funny cause i know that in like two hours you're going to go outside and make snow angels because that's what you said you'd do yesterday morning-at eight if there's a snow day you're going to go outside and make snow angels. and you know what? i might too. because snow angels are awesome! and i don't get outside enough.

time for bed now:)

[mermaid_dreams]

dude i miss you and all those things too.
i wish i had a car =(
/lisence

and u are so right.
its amost snow angel makin time
<333

[jujubeee]

this entry reminded me of how hellish elementary school was for me. people think young kids can't be mean but ohhh god they made my life hell =\
anyways, i think you are beautiful and i'm glad you are happy with yourself and i think you deserve extreme amounts of happiness!!!
<3

[mermaid_dreams]

yeah little kids can be really fucking harsh...because u know they are being genuine...because they are little and dont know about hurting poeples feelings and stuff. because they say what they think. THEY REALLY DO SAY THE DARNDEST THINGS. dont u just love bill crosby?...uhh yeahhh.

i think that YOU are freekin awasome and shouldnt be sad because of pathetic people that cant see that u are lovely. u deserve every ounce of happiness <3333

[thehighfivegirl]

AHHH ANI LOVE X 2930840293840982309840923
i think i would also be gay for her.

hey hey you.i hope you never ever wish you were white again because you are one of the most GORGEOUS people i know, inside and out. i love you and all of your awesome indian traditions.

i love you to death and anyone who doesnt because like you because of the way you look, it just means theyre jealous of your rediculous hotness.

[mermaid_dreams]

dude NO WAY. i was no joke thinking that today. i was like holy shit anis amazing...i would soooo do her. im really not joking i was like yeah id be gay for her. WEIRD! we are just that awasome

yeah i hope i never wish i was white again, cuz that was pretty bad. hah. thats how sad of a little kid i was. i love you and ur amazing half japaneeseness that makes me want to squeeze u!

u the shittt <33333333333333333333

[useless_pursual]

you're my little pookie baby girlie wirlie boo boo yes you are.

i love you, and ani.

YOU HAVE A BEAUTIFUL FUCKING MIND

[mermaid_dreams]

ani = amazing
ellie = fucking amazing

i always love talking to you and being around you. because u are lovely to...talk to and be around. because u are bueatiful all around no matter what u do.

i really really love you

[mermaid_dreams]

awwww u are really sweet. i sawed u today and remember wanting to say hi, but i got shy. hah.

i think that thats why everything is okay. because you have people that will appreciate you no matter what...and thats an awasome feeling. i love it when people ramble oh so much. u can never do it to much.

i think that u seeem like a really nice and fun girl and thank you for the comment. it made me smile lots. =)