ok so yesterday i went to school, did hum, art lit, and worked on gravitation.. i now have 119 points! yeah go me.. neways came home.. ate dinner went shoppin with mom and becca cuz i needed to get mom a mothers day present. she wanted a lightwieght sweater but we couldn't find 1 so i got her the hear no evil, speak no evil, see no evil, and do no ( Read more... )

OMG! so ok i used to be really like depressed rite.. and i kept to myself.. well during that time i wrote poems to cope.. i was looking back through them and omg its so freaky.. i had no idea i was that bad.. here is lil parts from some of them ( Read more... )

o i forgot to say that i somehow got blue ink on my skirt, i got salsa on my light blue jeans, and my bracelet with the two hears broke.. and now my heart is broken!
:( neways yeah

yesterday could have been my new worst day ever! here's what happened. I woke up at 6:00 and started on my homework. Becca called at 7:30 and i was trying to say "call me when ur leaving" like i always do but instead i said "call me tomorrow" ok so that didnt start my day off very well. I went in to shave my legs cuz the last time i shaved i had ( Read more... )

I dont know why its so hard for it to be normal just the way it was before, I just want my old life back. I want everything to be like it was before I fuckd things up. I dont want ne1 to feel like a third wheel. I want to have good grades, be a good student, actually care about things! I want to feel like i have control with my life, i want to feel ( Read more... )

ok um quick run through of todays good events ( Read more... )

y am i such a fuckin idiot?!?!?! I am gonna fuckin kill myself.. or atleast lock myself in my room and never come out!

ok so lastnite first.. went to kaity's after school (kaitlyn=kaity) um ate her food... hehe it was yummy.. then my mom came & pickd me up... was supposed to be this buisness meeting thing that i was supposed to sit through but my sister brought her kids with her so i had to babysit, i had tani and becca over to help.. we took andrew and matthew (my ( Read more... )

*!*If I were a bird, I'd be: a dove or a swan ( Read more... )

today was a pretty good day.. compared to my usual life. um yeah so had pictures ugh that suckx! mine is gonna turn out horrible. I LOOKED LIKE SHIT! my hair was all frizzy and i had huge fuckin bags under my eyes! even though i wasnt tiered! ugh! um yeah but besides that it was a good day.. um yeah school um packet for science i got a 44 outta 46 ( Read more... )