i am no longer feeling upset or bad... i am pissed off!!!!!!!! dont tell me i have changed for the bad.... ahhhh i am so mad!

ok so as most of u read i broke up with john on friday... im not sure why or what made me do this... i am in so much pain cause i lost a part of me that isnt going to come bak. i cant tell if i made the right decision yet... right now all i feel is pain. i am so upset cause i hurt someone who ment ALOT to me. im scared and confused... HELP!

i am finally updating... and i dont have much to say. i have kinda lost interest in everyone knowing about my life so that is why i havent updated in some time. i guess my feeling is that if ur my friend u already know and if ur not... then u shouldnt know ( Read more... )

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX ( Read more... )

ok so friday i did a bad thing which made the rest of my day interesting... for me and ppl around me... but we got through it lol ( Read more... )

i was in a extremely good mood today which is suprising seeing of the current situation but hey i feel good. i have been 16 for 1 hour and 47 mins!! three cheers for that ( Read more... )

My party was alot better then i expected... i had fun at least. I was glad with the turn out cause yeah ppl didnt come but the ppl that came were AWESOME! lol i got to see coty which was a double yay! and katy ( Read more... )

ok so i am not going to use names in this entry but the person will know who they are... and thats all that matters ( Read more... )

AND ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS GOD FUCKING DAMNIT!!!!!!!!

thank you have a nice fucking day!

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