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[merna]

to many peoples dismay and dissapointment, i have stopped taking my medication. though i know this may not be the most advisable thing to do...i feel as though i can handle myself. (mostly i just want to be able to drink during prom, not to facilitate the raping of a certain someone or anything

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[joemysterio_1]

For the longest time, it always felt to me like you didn't care nor want to be "better". The way you would say and do things, it just didn't seem like it. If I hadn't read this, and someone asked me to comment on you... I would probably continue on thinking the same thing. But after reading, and seeing you say that you want to be something better does make me happy. Tho selfishly, I am sorry that I couldn't have been the one to make you feel this way.

Although I am not this "someone" and knowing that 'it won't be'... I will still say to you anyway: Hey, I really like you. And it's true, I always have. You have never given me a reason not to.

Bye.

It's Megan :-)

[anonymous]

You are different, not a single person can deny that. I'm glad that you're content, but try not to give up on being happy. I gave you that book for a reason, if not to read then to just look at it and think, someone cares about me and smile. I'm sorry I haven't been there for you but shit has been happening in my life and I needed to take some 'Megan time'. Try to grab on to the things you have in your life and THEN think about the things you don't have and try to figure out how to get them. We all only have one life, some will cut it short, others will live a life of bs, others try their best to live it to the best. I'm not claiming to do the last, in fact, until last week, I was probably doing a while lot of #2. Now, I'm just trying to be honest with myself and what MEGAN, not anyone else, wants.